feb 24, 2015
Dear Ashley,
I really didn't want to have to write this letter.
Ash, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I'm so sorry I've been ignoring you for so long. I'm sorry if I hurt you. But, thank you for seeing the real me and not just thinking that I suck, even though I do.
I believe that I am doing an injustice to this world. I'm supposed to be finding out what my purpose in life is but all I do is sit around and think about death. How pathetic of me, right?
Please don't feel sorry for me. The last thing I would want is for you to be sad. None of this is your fault, I promise.
You were the best part of my life. Maybe you were possibly even the love of my life, but that doesn't matter anymore.
You deserve the best and that's just not me.
I love you, Ashley. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I'm finally getting my escape.
I hope you forgive me one day,
Lily Brady
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hold on till may • halsey
Fanfiction"if i were you i'd put that away. see you're just wasted and thinking bout the past again. darling, you'll be okay."
