After a couple minutes of sitting in the freezing rain it began to snow. I force myself up off the ground and I headed inside. I go up to the bedroom and realize that the bed still smells like him. From when we used to cuddle and watch Big Brother or The Fault in Our Stars.
I miss him! And he has been gone 10 minutes. I miss wearing his sweaters when I'm cold. I miss watching movies with him. Harry was the one person in my life who cared. My mom and dad are never home because they both work 12 hour shifts at the hospital. And those are the 12 hours I'm sleeping. I reached over and grabbed my iPhone, I found myself dialling my sisters number.
"Amy! How are you? How's Harry? Things going good?"
"Steph, Harry left. He said our relationship wasn't working anymore." I sob into the phone.
"Shhh!" My sister try's to sooth me through the phone, " do you want me to come over with some ice cream? We can talk about this. Everything is going to be okay, I promise."
"Thank you so much Steph, I love you." I felt the need to tell her because she's the only one I can go to now. I have no friends, no boyfriend. I want her to know that I love her whenever I have the chance. she is my older sister.
"I love you too Amy." she hangs up the phone.
I go into the bathroom and turn on the shower. I'm freezing, my clothes are soaking wet, my fingers are numb. My lips are blue. I take off my wet clothes and climb into the hot shower, hoping that it will calm me down. After about ten minutes I'm out and in my pj's. I walk downstairs to the living room and put on big brother and pause it.
"Har-" I stopped myself halfway through his name knowing he wasn't going to answer. I grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch and wrap myself in it. I curl up into a ball on the floor and cried. I wish he would just come back.
The door flies open and I lift my head."Harry?" I meet bright blue eyes and realizedthat it's just my sister. She turns on the light and finds me on the floor. she drops the ice cream and runs to my side.
"It's okay honey, it's okay. He's not worth it. He doesn't deserve to be cried over. If he truly loves you, he'll be back in no time." she comforts me.
"I miss him, I wish he would come back now. So that we could talk about everything that happened."
" I know Baby Sister, but he's gone. Hopefully he'll be back. Only time will tell."
She grabbed the remote off the the table and pressed play. We sat on the floor eating the ice cream she bought, while watching Big Brother. After that she fell asleep. I reached over and unlocked my phone. I clicked on photo's and began scrolling through them. I've always wanted to be a photographer. When Harry found out, he would drive us out to the lake and let me take pictures of him. Harry has always been the type of person to put someone else's needs in front of his. I think that's why him leaving came as such a surprise, it all seems so selfish and unlike him. After a while of looking through the pictures I got a text from unknown number.
Unknown Number:
I am sorry, but it has to be this way. It's not his fault it's mine.I wonder who it's from, and why are they apologizing. So many questions ran through my mind as I drifted to sleep. But the number one question was- Who the hell are you?
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The Beginning of a Beautiful ending
FanfictionIt was just the beginning. A beautiful beginning, but somewhere in all the love and the dreams I got lost in the horror of losing him. But that's exactly what happened, I lost him and I don't think I will ever get him back.