Harry's P.O.V
After last nights events, I knew that Amy was quite shaken. To be perfectly honest I was shaken as well. That has never happened to me before, I don't think that has ever happened to her before either. I'm afraid to ask her about the dream because she might not have remembered what happened last night and I don't want to scare her. I know that me leaving was the cause of the dream. I know because she said my name. I remember it all so clearly...
Flashback to the night before.
"Harry, I don't understand!" She cried.
What?!? What doesn't she understand?
"You always say that you love me, and I believe you. But when I say it, you don't believe me."
End of flashback
I still don't understand what she was getting at in the dream. I get that she doesn't understand something and that it has to do with me leaving and loving her all together. It's some how all connected, but I don't know how. This whole situation is irritating, and I don't know how to handle it. I just wish Zayn wasn't such an ass sometimes. (A/N: so i know that he left like three months ago, and him leaving will be apart of the story but I just have to get there.)
I shook my head, I don't need to be thinking about this right now; it doesn't matter it's in the past anyway. I made sure to sneak out of bed without waking Amy up, because I know she didn't get enough sleep last night even if she did it was not a well rested sleep. after I was out of the room, I headed down to the basement, where Amy and I had set up a studio; for if I was ever feeling inspired.
Once I was inside the small studio I grabbed a notebook and a pencil and it just flowed out of me. the lyrics of course. Within 3 hours I had finished writing a song and Amy still wasn't awake. So, I decided to record it to see if it sounded all right. After I set everything up, I grabbed Amy guitar and I started singing my song.
I don't wanna go through this life
Without you by my side
And I got it all worked out
In my head here's how it's got to be
It'll be you and me
Up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
We, we're make believe
In a world we rule together
We can build our dreams
With a knot tied tight to last forever
It'll be you and me
Up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
It'll be you and I
Up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
We got one shot
So where do we go from here
It'll be you and me
Up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer
It'll be you and I
Up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster
I know there's more for us in this life
After I had finished singing I noticed Amy standing in the doorway. I smiled at her lovingly, and she smiled back.
"That was beautiful Haz." She slowly walked towards me.
"Thanks love, how are you feeling this fine morning?" I question, trying to avoid question to are connected to last nights events.
"I don't even know how I feel Harry. I'm just so embarrassed, and shocked," She remembered , I gave her a sad smile and pulled her into my arms, " I mean, you must have questions too Harry, you must be scared, worried and puzzled too!" That's when she broke down to tears. She just cried, and cried and cried.
"Amy, I do have questions. But, I know that right now is not the time to ask them. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next week, maybe not next month, or next year, or even when we're married; it may never be the time to ask the questions I have. But, it doesn't matter because it's in the past. And I value our relationship way more than questions I have about a stupid dream you had that doesn't not effect us now in anyway because guess what... I love you and no one and nothing will ever change that, not Louis, not Zayn or Liam or Niall. Not a cat or rat. Or a Fox and a Box, because they don't matter when I'm with you, because you are me number one." I lifted her chin up with my finger so that she was looking me in the eyes." Okay love?" And she nodded and that was all I needed, and I knew that was all she needed to hear. So I picked her up bridal style and carried her into the kitchen. "Pancakes?"
"Pancakes!" She replied, with a big smile. Now I knew we were okay. And I knew that no matter where we are, whether it's the desert or jungle or forest... we will always find the answer to our situation because we have each other and always will.
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The Beginning of a Beautiful ending
FanfictionIt was just the beginning. A beautiful beginning, but somewhere in all the love and the dreams I got lost in the horror of losing him. But that's exactly what happened, I lost him and I don't think I will ever get him back.
