Oikawa: just my best friend?

to be shattered

regular pov
(song: "yeah right"- joji)

i must have dozed off waiting for ushjima to get back. because i awoke to the sound of the front door closing.

i sat up and rubbed my eyes.
"y/n are you up"? i heard ushjima call to me.
"yeah". i called back walking out to the living room.

i was startled to see a pretty girl standing there with him. she had long blonde hair and her body was amazing.

wow ok, i don't know who she is. but i look a mess in front of her.

"uhh". i started. not knowing what was going on.
"oh y/n this is my friend lynn i really wanted you to meet her".

i blinked. what? he should have atleast told me he was bringing someone here.
she waved at me and smiled.

"uh hi". i said smiling back.
"you put on my shirt"? ushjima asked looking at me.
"oh well yeah, i didn't have my clothes". i said.

"oh yeah they're still in my trunk". he said rubbing his neck.

"can you get them? i don't want to go out in this". i asked. ushjima looked at lynn and looked back at me. "it's not that far". he said.

wh- what. what the hell. he basically just said to get my own damn clothes.

"she can't go out like that, be a good boyfriend". lynn said with a harshness in her tone.
i didn't know who this girl was. but i liked her already.

"ok i'll get them". he said holding up his hands.
"lynn don't mess with her". he said.
what?

i turned to her, as she stared at ushjima with a cold glare. "i won't so go". she said.
it sure didn't seem like they were friends.

ushjima hesitantly walked out the door and when he closed it lynn turned to me in a panic.

"you listen, i am a girls under 19 volleyball player, i met ushjima at camp about a month ago, he told me he was single and we hooked up. a few weeks ago, he left his phone on the bench and i was helping with practice. i was going to decline the call when i saw your contact name was "y/n" i was curious to who this girl was, just then when the call didn't get answered. you texted him that you couldn't wait to see him and you missed him and yada yada... anyways. he's a cheater and a liar.
we aren't friends. and i threatened that i would find you on social media and text you everything.
i told him i just wanted to meet you to see what you looked like and make sure i was prettier.

that was a lie, i just wanted to tell you this in person and this is how i was gonna get to you."

the words that poured out of her mouth were almost incomprehensible. all i knew was that tears fell down my face.

i don't believe it. i will not believe it.
lynn saw my tears and instinctively went in to hug me.

i will not believe this girl. i won't believe her.
she hugged me... and she smelled like the body wash in ushijima's shower.

she smelled like the body wash.
...i- no- ushjima wouldn't...
"wh-wha". i couldn't get my words out. and started to hyperventilate.

"come look". she pulled me up by my arm and into ushijima's bedroom.
she yanked open the drawer.

"last time i was here, it was after i found out. i told him i was too tired for sex, when he went to the bathroom i planted these for you to find during your visit."

i gasped, as she pulled the pink underwear out the drawer. everything was moving in slow motion.

"i'm sorry to have to tell you all this, but i can't stand cheaters and i won't be a side bitch".

i fell to the floor. my legs just stopped working.
after all that time with him.
all those i love you's.
all those meals shared
all those joked told.

he... cheated on me.
wh- what the fuck.
WHAT... THE... FUCK.!

"do you want me to drive you to the train station"? lynn said crossing her arms. i wasn't mad at her. she was doing a good thing by telling me.

"or are you gonna stay"? she asked looking a bit disappointed.

"no, i'm leaving right now". i said. she smiled.
"girl- fuck him, you're worth more".
i looked her in the eyes. "you saved a lot of my time". i said.

"we are meant to be treated like queens, he is a douchebag, and i'm not talking to him after this either".

she helped me stand up and my life played before me like a movie. as i walked towards the door with lynn
i felt heart ache, and the feeling of being empowered all at once.

ushjima opened the door.
everything was still slow motion for me.
he came in looking nervous and looked up to see me and lynn walking.

his eyes went wide.
i grabbed my suitcase out his hand and didn't make eye contact.
my tears were flowing heavier. but my face was neutral.

i thought i was going to faint.
lynn grabbed my hand as we passed him and it made me feel a little better.

ushjima tried to grab my arm and say something.
but lynn reached across me and slapped ushjima in the face.

he backed up and put his hands to his face.
"fuck you". she said smiling. and not turning back.
i did turn back however.

to see ushjima standing there with a confused look on his face. not tears, just confusion as to how he could have gotten caught.

"you suck". i said. gathering the last of the remaining energy left in my body, i managed to smile at him. like the boss bitch i was.

and lynn kicked the door back with her foot. slamming it closed with ushjima inside.

my boss bitch mentality quickly dropped.
my smile was gone in an instant.
and i didn't feel empowered.

as soon as that door shut my tears poured heavier.
and lynn helped me stand and walk down the hall

i- i don't know what to do with myself.

oaktree- don't cry. i cry. you cry. we all cry. but don't. lmao i want daddykawa now. 😔

DADDYKAWA COME HERE!
anyways. yeah that happened. late night writing tings. don't be mad at me. this is for the greater good like... long distance wasn't juicy enough.