~ fuck that shit~

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^^ that's kinda how lynn looks btw

(song: "you get me so high"- the neighbourhood)

lynn held my hand as she gripped her steering wheel in the other.
"you do not need him... do you understand me"? lynn asked seeing my tears fall into my lap.

"y-yeah- i know". i said wiping my face with my free hand. lynn smiled. "there's someone better for you out there". she squeezed my hand.

"do you mind if you take me to the airport instead of the train station lynn? i'd rather get home quicker".

lynn nodded. "on it girly". she said as she took the exit for the highway.
"you're a good person". i said looking at her side profile.

"girls need to stick up for one another, because men don't treat us as great as they should". she flipped some of the hair out her face.

i wish i looked like that. "you're right". i said.
smiling through the pain.
"i know there has to be at least one more boy that's caught your eye, it's not cheating... but you can still admire other boys while you're in a relationship".

"well-". i said thinking about how several people have judged me and oikawas friendship to be more than what it was.
"i have a close friend, and he's told me before that when... my relationship went south, to come to him".

"that's a dick thing to say". lynn said. i nodded and laughed. "yeah but, he treats me really well and i know it hurt him to see me with someone else".

"go to him". lynn said squeezing my hand again.
this girl was like my guardian angel.
"i don't know... i know me and ushjimas relationship is over but... they've had a past of fighting over me, and i don't want ushjima to find out and-".

"shut the hell up y/n". lynn said pulling her hand aggressively away from mine and putting it next to her other on the steering wheel.

i stopped talking and looked at her shocked at the outburst. "i will not listen to you badmouth yourself, and i won't listen to you talk about ushjimas opinion like it matters, because it does not, he cheated and lied, he neglected your feelings, and now you remain a good person to him... too good though, you can have happiness, and it's time you find that in someone else, forget about how he feels, it's YOUR choice".

she took a deep breath after her little vent.
a tear fell out my eye. but it was a tear of happiness that this stranger could care so much about me.

"i will". i said. "you will what"? lynn asked wanting to hear me say it louder. "i will find my own happiness"! i said confidently.

lynn smiled and placed her hand back onto mine.
"yes! now let's get you to your true love-w- what was his name"? she asked giggling.

"toru oikawa". i said. "let's get you to your true love toru oikawa then". she said triumphantly.
i blushed at hearing her call oikawa my true love.

"well...". i started to say. but she gave me a quick glance and i shut up. "okay lynn let's do it". i said. looking ahead at the road for what was to come.

~ as we reached the airport~
"thank you so much". i said holding my suitcase and standing outside the passenger window of lynn's car.

"don't mention it babe". she winked.
she reminded me of tanakas older sister saeko who'd i'd only met once at the gas station.

"this is a new chapter of your life". lynn said waving at me. letting me know it was time for me to go and start it.

"here give me your instagram". i said quickly handing her my phone. she typed it in and smiled.
"ignore the ass shots, i have sugar daddies".

i rolled my eyes. "lynn you're a wild card huh"?
she laughed. "now go, go to tobre".
"it's toru". i corrected her.

"yeah,yeah now go before he gets snatched up by some other girl". i smiled and waved as she pulled off.

i'll definitely have to stay connected with her.

{2nd part of chapter}
(song: none)

when i boarded the plane i layed my head back hoping that the 45 minute trip would feel like a few seconds if i dozed off.

an older lady took her seat next to me and started engaging in conversation.

"dear you look so young to be on a plane by yourself, aren't you a middle schooler"? she asked.
i really had the mind to try and get a seat change.
but maybe that's because i had been pissed off since i woke up from my nap.

i calmed my nerves. "im actually a high schooler,
i'm a 1/2/3 year." (you choose reader chan)

"oh my, you look so young, i wish my skin was still soft like that". i gave a fake giggle so i wouldn't hurt her feelings.

"have you been crying dear"? she asked.
ugh this intrusive grandma won't leave me alone.
i sniffed a bit. "y-yeah but i'm ok now i guess".

she looked at me. "cheating boyfriend"?
she asked. what the fu- who is this old hag.
"how do you know"? i asked with a bit of a rude undertone.

"because that's how i was acting when my boyfriend cheated on me in highschool".
"really"? i asked.

"yep, and believe it or not i used to be beautiful just like you... i walked in on him and my best friend".

she made a ugly face. "that bitch allison".
woah looks like this is a touchey subject for her.
its funny when old people curse.

"your best friend"? i asked turning to her. now curious about her story.
"mmhm. so me and my other girlfriend shirley walked up to her in the dining hall the next day, and shirley poured a carton of milk right on her head".

i gasped. "on her head"? the old lady smiled.
"shirley got suspended from school for a whole semester and i walked off scott free".

"that's a bit mean". i said laughing now.
"well- shirley was a back stabbing bitch too, WE DONT NEED FRIENDS"! she said laughing.

i laughed with her now. genuinely.
i'm glad i was nice to this old lady. she told me a funny story and we passed the time quickly.

the plane was already landing.
she sure did have a lot of crazy childhood memories.

when we exited the plane i waved to the old lady who's name i didn't even get.
i guess it was just one of those situations where you meet someone, have a good time, and go about your day.

she really helped me cheer up though.
and now i would get to go home and lay in MY bed and shower with MY body wash.

i smiled. lynn was totally right.
this is a new chapter of my life.
and if it were a book i'd call it.
"fuck that shit". and it be all about how i didn't need anyone else to get me through life happily.

i covered my wide grin. nah... that's a bit much.

oaktree~ see what i did there. 💀🤚🏼 anyways.
hope you enjoyed the chapter. will update again tonight for sure. leave comments about whatever and i'll look for ideas in them too.
also go check out my bakugo book that already has some chapters published.

f ushibaka we don't need that toxic cunt.

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