You said you wouldn't put your hope too high, but you did it anyway. You keep saying to yourself that "you are loved" but it didn't help cause your tears kept flowing like a pouring rain. You said you're blessed and you're happy, but the weight on your chest won't go away.
You felt sorry for yourself because you can't keep your promise to stop crying that day. It's been so long since you cried like that and guess that's why it hurts more than usual. You cried as quietly as you could so your sister in the next room won't hear you sobbing.
I know it would be useless
But hey, take a second and look at the mirror
You are loved,
At least by you^^
