Flo's Diary

Mon. May 19th 2014

Dear Diary,

I felt lonely as I got up this morning as Johnny has been with me all weekend. I miss waking up next to him. But I'll be seeing him in an hour. So I didn't mind. My dad said he'd drop me off at school today as he doesn't have to be in until 9am, which was great because my dad rarely drops me off at school and we talk nonsense to each other.

'What time are you going to be home tonight Dad?'

'I'm doing half day today, so I can pick you up after school if you like?'

'Yes please. Thanks dad' I gave him a hug and a kiss. As I got out the car, turned around to remind him about something . 'Remember, I finish at 3pm.' And with that my dad smiled and drove away. I met the gang at school, but as always, Johnny is the last one to arrive.

'Did you guys have a good weekend? I asked Lauren, Jack and Kayla.

'Didn't do much except for playing on my Xbox' Said Jack.

'I went to Legoland for my little brother's birthday' Lauren said.

'Nothing exciting happened with me.' Kayla said. 'What about you Flo?' Just as I was about to say something, Johnny arrived and answered for me.

'I stayed at Flo's the whole weekend. We had a great time. We went to the beach, got burnt to hell though. And yesterday, we had a movie and tv and day.'

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Nothing happened at school today, just the usual nonsense. The school day had finished and Johnny and I were waiting for my dad. He arrived 10 minutes late.

'Hey dad, Is everything okay?' I asked.

'Hey babe, sorry I was doing paperwork and forgot what the time was. Hi Johnny'

'Hey Rob' Johnny said to my dad.

'Right you two, we are going to go home, get dressed really nice and go out for a meal. Does that sound good?'

'Yes it does. Thank you' Johnny said.

'Yeah dad!' I said. We quickly went round Johnny's to get some clothes and made our way back to mine. 'How long have I got to get ready dad?'

'Until 5pm. Tables booked for 5.30pm' he said. That gave me plenty of time to have a shower and get ready. Next thing I know, there's a knock on my front door. My dad answered. Then he shouted up at me.

'Flo, Johnny when you're decent, can you come down please, its important.' I got out the shower, put my underwear and dressing gown on and made my way downstairs. Johnny was wearing my dad's old dressing gown. My dad called us into the kitchen, where we found my dad sat at the dinner table, next to two police officers.

'Florence, isn't it?' one of them said

'Yes, it is.' I replied.

'My name is PC Gardener and this is my partner, PC Wilson. We're here to talk to you about your mother, Eva McIntyre.'

'Oh, Her' I said, 'What has she done now?'

'I'm afraid it isn't good news' PC Gardener told me. 'We found her body in the early hours of this morning.' I looked at them in sheer horror.

'W-what happened to her?' I asked.

'We don't know yet. But we think it was something to do with illegal substances.'

'So you mean that Eva was a druggie?'

'We don't know just yet, but we did find some on her when we found her.'

'She was never much of a mother anyway. She abandoned me and my father when I was only 5 months old. I'm sorry but she got what was coming to her. She came round on Friday, probably asking for money. I didn't even want to know her. She had her chance. Now, if you will excuse me, I'm going to my room, to continue getting ready.'

'I better get dressed too.' Said Johnny.

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We both ran upstairs, slamming my bedroom door behind us. I didn't know whether to cry or whether to stay strong. Johnny could always read me.

'If you want to cry, cry. If you want to break something, do it, just don't break me.' He said, trying to calm me down. A few tears came out from my eyes. Johnny wiped them away. At that point, I knew that Johnny truly did care for me, and wouldn't take advantage of me. I leant forward to kiss him and we kissed. I slowly undone his dressing gown, then he pulled away.

'What's wrong?' I asked.

'Nothing. It's just; I don't want you to feel like I'm taking advantage of you. I love you too much to throw what we have away by taking advantage.' He replied.

'You won't be. I want this. I want you. I love you' I said, stroking his cheek.

'Okay, I love you too' Johnny said. He told off his dressing gown and we continued kissing. I took mine off and Johnny carried be over to the bed. Johnny was the perfect gentleman. I had given myself to Johnny completely, and him to me. The next thing we know, its 4.50 and my dad's knocking on my bedroom door.

'Flo, Johnny, you've got ten minutes, we don't want to get stuck in any traffic do we?' My dad shouted through the door.

'Okay dad, we'll be out in a bit' I shouted out to him. I could hear him walk downstairs. I looked at Johnny after I realized what we had just done.

'I can't believe what we just did! How was it for you?' I asked Johnny.

'I know. It was amazing. I'm glad my first time was with you.' He replied back, followed with a kiss.

'I'm glad too.' I said. 'I think we should get dressed before my dad suspects anything.

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We went downstairs, hand in hand, in our nicest clothes. I was wearing a red dress with black heels and Johnny was wearing a blue shirt and suit bottoms.

'You two look smart.' My dad said to us.

'Thank you' Johnny said.

'Thanks dad' I said to him. My dad ushered us out the door and off we all went to the restaurant. We spent about an hour and a bit in the restaurant before going home.