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Y'ALL WE HIT 1K ON SEHNSUCHT AND 10K ON APOTELESMA! 
I am so happy T^T. I didn't think Apotelesma would be able to reach this milestone when I first started writing it because everyone I told the story to, rejected it. Thank you so much for staying with me all this time. Special thanks to guccitaein2006 , reshy4686taekook343 and of course, sumaz_xx

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"Man muss an sich selbst glauben. Das ist das Geheimnis"
-You need to believe in yourself. That's the secret-

"Why won't it work?! Dammit!" Yoongi slammed his laptop closed, fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. He closed his eyes, leaning back on his chair. He placed his palms on his eyes as he sighed out loudly. The escaping breath got caught in his throat, cracking as he let it out shakily.

He didn't want to cry over the past again. Clenching his jaw, he fisted his hands. His eyes filled with tears as he closed them tightly. But his tears leaked out no matter how hard he tried to keep them in. He finally broke down, the drops of the salty liquid hitting the floor as he curled into himself. Loud sobs racked his body, hands clutching the fabric of his shirt as he finally let go of all the pent up guilt inside him.

After 2 years of just keeping his feelings bottled up, Yoongi finally broke down completely. He cried out in vain, the soundproof room swallowing the sound. He closed off any sound entering his personal bubble, unable to feel anything more than the painless ache. He didn't notice the door opening or someone tiptoeing inside the room.

Warm arms wrapped around him as a palm rested on his back, rubbing circles on his back. Yoongi clutched the male's shirt as his tears created wet bloches on the crisp shirt of the other but the person didn't complain. The warmth and the slight scent of the other's cologne lulled the crying male to sleep, tear stains on his cheeks and body strained.

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Gunshots echoed in the field as a ravenette aimed his gun. His sharp eyes caught his enemy's movement, pinpointing their location and shooting. The man fell down with a cry, alerting everyone around him. The ravenette cursed under his breath as he started shooting the others, successfully taking down a majority of the emeny's team.

He turned his head to peer over the other side, letting his hair fall over his eyes. The silky strands only moved when he whipped his head to look behind himself. A man had somehow walked up to him, carrying a knife in his hand as he tried to keep himself out of the raven's sight. But the ravenette was fast. He turned around, kicking the knife out of the man's grasp as he punched the male on his face, making him stagger. 

"You should've run away when you had the chance." The ravenette said, his teeth clenched as he caught the other in a headlock. With a simple snap of his wrist, he killed the other male, letting his body fall to the ground. Cracking his knuckles and stretching, the ravenette slowly made his way out of the now empty field. 

He got into his car, cleaning his hands with a tissue as he revved the engine. Connecting the car's sound system to his phone, he called up his men. "Clean it up." He ordered as he quickly drove away. The crisp wind hit his face as he rolled down his windows, hair dancing with the wind. 

Reaching his destination, he quickly parked his car, walking over to the front of the mansion. He climbed 2 steps at once, opening the double doors as he stormed into his office. "Did you connect it yet?" He asked a male as he stepped inside, the man tensing up before relaxing. "Yes, Mr Kim. He had been trying to track us down for a long time."

The ravenette nodded, a smirk playing out on his lips as he raised his brow and jutted his chin out, urging the other man to connect the link. "He'll just get our location, nothing else. I'll make sure he doesn't hack any of our sites." The man said as he stood up. "May I leave now?" He asked, carrying his laptop in his hand. Receiving a nod, he bowed and left the office.

Taehyung sighed as he peeled off his jacket, letting his shoulders roll as he plopped down on his chair. Under the light of the large chandelier, his beauty illuminated. His lip piercing reflected the light, shining silver as his earrings peeked out from behind his silky soft hair. His T-shirt was sticking to his skin, lean muscles and veiny arms on display. He ran his fingers through his hair, small black letters visible on the side of his wrist. 

He looked at it for a few seconds before he stood up, putting on his jacket and fixing his hair before he walked out of the mansion. He knew he would be here soon. There was a slight ache in his heart when he thought about everything that had happened in the past 2.5 years. Everything had turned to dust right in front of his eyes and he couldn't do anything about it. 

There was always a dull ache in his chest, like the pulse he couldn't feel anymore. How could he when the only person he had shared his emotions with was at risk? Taehyung's mind was always working, always clackating, plotting, planning and creating new ways to finally get his revenge. He wanted to- no, needed to watch that man die in front of him. Watch him cry helplessly like Taehyung once had. 

He hadn't forgotten. How could he ever forget the pain and grief that had struck him the moment he had lost consciousness? How could he ever forgive the male for ruining his only chance of happiness just because Taehyung hadn't been his property? He could never and he would never.

"I will burn down this empire you're so proud of..." He gritted his teeth as he said that, fists clenching and eyes darkening with every word he spat out. There was a deep rooted hatred in his heart and soul for that one male who had ruined his entire life. "Watch it all burn down in flames, Kim Hyun-Bin."

He walked over the fresh blades, feet digging into the soil as he left his footprints behind.

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"This place..." Yoongi murmured as he stepped out of his Bugatti Veyron. He walked over to the gates of the mansion, stopping midway. There was a vast expanse of fresh grass, a beam of light falling on the green specks. He walked towards it, stopping when he spotted a figure standing where the light was coming from.

Yoongi looked around before he walked up to the stranger, each step making him look familiar. The older male stopped a few steps away, the other male's side profile barely visible. His ear was pierced, a lip piercing shining in the light and a small dazzle coming from the thin chain that rested around his neck.

Yoongi gulped as the other male pushed back his hair, the inking on the side of his wrist visible. Yoongi's eyes widened, throat going dry and ears cutting off all sound. The man turned towards him, a small smile on his face as his eyes twinkled. Yoongi stood dumbstruck as the male walked up to him, his eyes blurring over as he blinked several times.

"Hello, Hyung." He said, voice smooth and rich like honey. The words easily fell from his lips as they curved into a sad smile.

"Taehyung?"

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I'll try to update more on weekends cuz I don't have classes on weekends. But I will finish these two books in August and start my other two books. I won't disappoint any of you. Atleast I hope so.

Quick question of the day! Do you think I use aegyo a lot? Comment your answer!

Again, THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE FOR 2 MONTHS SINCE THE STARTING OF SEHNSUCHT. IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

I'll see you soon~

-G.S.

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