Untamed Hearts

Entitled To Justice

Arthit crawls out of the bathroom fully showered and changed into a beige colour T shirt and black sweatpants. He can not feel his legs despite the warm water. But atleast his heart is not jumping out of chest any time soon.

" ouu aouchh!!!"..

He stumbles and hits his toe against the dressing table seeing Kongpob in his room. The future doctor has his back pressed against the headboard while cross leged sitting on the bed with a first aid box in his lap.

Kongpob straightened hearing the other's cursing but do not make a move to the engineer, just gestured the other to sit across him.

Arthit who is still not over the ugly truth finds it difficult to go near the other. He don't think he is emotionally stable enough to be in same room as Kongpob and not bombard him with questions. Questions which would only bring more hurt, pain to young doctor which is the last thing Arthit wants.

" Arthit, please...", Kongpob looked straight at him but Arthit turns his eyes to the walls, avoiding any exchange. He can not bear to meet those eyes after knowing every thing. He is deeply ashamed even if he was unknown to things.

Now Arthit can understand other's reluctance, his unwillingness to meet him, his refusals to see him, his need to avoid him and Asnee. He can't fathom how much effort it would had taken for Kongpob to share same space as him. How much pain he would had been suffered after knowing that Arthit is Aat's brother his rapist's brother....He must had been disgusted with me...that's why he asked for us to part ways...

Arthit gulps when Kongpob seizes his wrist and pulls him to sit on the bed. His usually warm eyes are vacant of any affection. They are like erupting volcanoes, two seconds away from spitting fire. Arthit has never seen Kongpob this up in arms like ever.

" Kong- ",

Arthit shuts up immediately when other wags his head side to side.

" Later Arthit. We will hear all about the stunt you have pulled in detail but later. Let me bandage first"

After pursuing the torned skin, Kongpob dabs the lacerated hand of Arthit with disinfectant soaked cotton earning a sharp hiss from other but it only fuled his barely controlled temper. Applying the healing ointment, he quickly bandaged the injured hand and moved to pack the kit. All the while neither of them said anything, a sullen silence prevailed in the room. Both waiting for the other to speak first but when Kongpob heads towards the door without a single glance, Arthit broke.

" Kongpob!! wait!!!"

The young doctor stilled for a minute before turning to face him. He folded his arms against his chest and raised a single eyebrow as in asking him to continue.

"why are you here??? I mean...you said that that you don't want to be with me...and... and now you are here??? Why???" Arthit is scrambling for right words but it seems like his brain has freezed and all he come up with blank pages.

"Because someone could not stop being an immature idiot.", Kongpob shots a death glare to the young engineer for acting oblivious...I mean could he be any more clueless??? Asking why I am here???...

Arthit sucked a breath at the comment and it dawned on him that other is pissed at him for disappearing...but why??? Why does he care???... ain't he hates us???..

"I sensed that you are angry at me but it doesn't answer why are you here??? Didn't you want to be away from us ??? Then what are you doing here being all angry at me??? I don't understand your anger???"

Kongpob eyes turns stormy and the rage slips up past his limit and he explodes" WHY???? Do i need to spell you word by word why am I angry??? Arthit, I am angry because you were being an irresponsible father for last two days. You didn't think of our little boy before going off radar??? Asnee has gone sick because of non stop crying over his missing father. He was steps away from going hysterical. Didn't think of me??? I was terrified for your well being. We all were. Knott, Prem, Bright were all busy looking for their asshat friend while Toota and P'Atid was with Asnee. But the little boy was asking the same thing," where is dadaa???" I would not had even known about any of this if phi had not called me.......