People can get over break ups right? So I can get over you.
Maybe it hurts you too. I don't know. Do you even realise? Do you still call me your best friend? Did you ever?
Sometimes I want to read your mind. But I would also be too scared. Am I even in your mind at all?
I am the girl who's always happy. But I'm not. When we were friends. When you helped me through that terrible time. When I was crying and you were there for me. I was hurting myself in that time. I don't anymore. I will not start again. But you helped me more than you think. I want you to know that.
You are a good person. I know that and you will always be.
Sometimes I get mad at you. I don't tell you but still. Sometimes I'm mad. But it's not your fault. And you are not the only one who changed. I changed too. We changed differently. We don't fit together anymore like we used to.
I didn't realise that the time went over at first. But it happened anyways.
We don't see each other that often anymore. We don't have the same background music playing in our lifes anymore.
And what do we talk about now? You told me about other friends. You told me how happy you were to tell your worries to somebody else.
And you left me here. Alone in the forest. In the forest of thoughts.
