"Don't you think I acted too harsh?" I asked zufaya who was busy with his fingers.
"Yeah, maybe" he replied in a sarcastic manner.
"What ever, I see you don't care" I replied
"No babe, its just that I don't know how to advice" he replied with a smirk.
"Oh! Okay oo" I replied turning back to my phone.
••••••••
Five days after the misunderstanding with Halima. I can't seem to find myself anymore I get lost in thoughts and barely catch fun with my friends the way I used to.
"I need to go see her" I said to myself
"Hell no! She will send you away" another me said
"No man, she expecting your proper apology" I said..
I mad up my mind to go see her later after I'm finished for today's work.
I have never been into any girl like this I can't let her go easily.
"Hey!!" Came iklima snapping out of my deep thoughts.
"Hey!" I replied faking a smile.
"What are you doing here all by yourself?" She asked.
Someone can not seat in the garden alone again!??.
"Just having some fresh air" I replied.
"Okay, let me join you" she replied making her self comfortable beside me interlocking our fingers together making me to feel very uncomfortable. I felt like throwing up.
An awkward silent between us as I stare at a bird signing up in the tree.
"I wish I was here with you all my life" she said
"Umm" I replied not sure of what to say.
All our family members thought we were in love , she too thinks I love her but I don't she is not my kind of girl. She is beautiful, got all the qualities a guy would like but I am not in love with her I just love her as a friend.
"I have to go" I finally got the courage to say that realising my hand from the grip it got.
"Where" she asked pouting.
"Work" I replied that was the only excuse I would say that would let me free.
"Can I come with you?"
She is really getting on my nerves!
"No, am having a meeting" I replied faking a smile.
"Oh okay, I will go meet Ammi" she replied swaying her way inside.
Duck!.
I drove to the bread shop and ordered my favourite and of course Halima's. Maybe that would make her forgive me I thought. Silently driving in the cool street of London there wasn't snow anymore only droplets of water, winter will be gone.
I found my self out of words, what will I say when I knock at the door will she listen to me!? What have I done actually?.
I placed a light knock on the door waiting for response. My heart skipped fast I couldn't get hold of my self.
