who would've known

Part 1: Introduction

well hello there. my name is emily. emily junk. and this is the story of my life. people always told me how easy my life has been. i'm not saying they're wrong but my life isn't all that perfect. my life was a literal roller coaster. i had these ups and downs just like everyone else , but i kept those all a secret.

i never told anyone if i was hurting. not even my best friend. her name was trinity. she was the most wholesome person ever. she was like a replica of me. we both had our differences of course but. it was like we were 8 year olds trapped in our 17 year old body. we really had no other friends but that's only cause we had each other and we didn't need anyone else.

i had dreams just like any other person. i wanted to be a bella. my mom was one. she claims it as " the best years of my life". i want to sing. i want to act. i wrote a few songs here but .. never liked any of them.

My junior year of high school was pretty sucky. Trinity told me she was moving to california. crazy right? who would've know. i basically spent my whole senior year alone.

until i met zach. woah. he was a hottie. like a whole snack hottie. like woah. everytime he would step into the room it would light up like a flashlight.

which suddenly gave me a crazy idea. i ran home after school that day and started writing down ideas. i called the song flashlight. it took me years to finally finish it but i eventually did. and you'll find out how sooner or later. don't worry :).

when i turned 18. right after i graduated i still didn't know if i had been accepted to any colleges yet. weird right. i had applied to: Barden University (of course) , Univerity of Texas in Austin, and UCLA in california.

I went home and checked my email and i couldn't believe what i had saw. I GOT INTO BARDEN !!! i literally yelled my lungs out causing my mom and dad to run into my room.

( oh yeah ummm in case i forgot to mention , i'm an only child. my life was fucken boring as you could tell but my mom was my best friend. okay back to the story.)

I told them the news and we all celebrated with ice cream with a ride on a ferry boat. it was like a dream come true. i couldn't wait for orientation.

the summer was basically me packing and buying things i would need for my dorm room. but by the time i knew it. it was august 22. orientation day. the year my life would've changed forever.