How are you my mate?

chapter 17

After a year and a half later I have learned more about Amanda. I just assumed she was kind of boring but really she isn't.

The more I know about her the more I find out that we were suppose to be together.

My feelings keep growing and  we've been going on dates these past days.

I'm going to do something that is going to surprise everyone. I didn't even know I was going to do this but I am.

I am really hoping she says yes when I ask her. If she doesn't then it will ruin me.

I'm ready for our date. It's at a fancy restaurant somewhere private though. I don't want people to ruin the special occasion.

Not even my parents know that I'm going to ask Amanda to marry her.

The only person who knows is her brother Matt. I had to get his acceptance. I made sure he told no one.

"Oh you look so handsome, my son." My mother came in fixing the collar while patting my back gently.

"You have grown so much. From my cute baby to my handsome baby." She pinched my cheek gently while I tried to look in the mirror.

7:49 pm

The clock read and my reservations was at 8 and the ride took 20 minutes. I gave my mom a kiss on the cheek goodbye. Then ran out to my car.

I rushed to the car and drove hurriedly. I stopped at the stop sign checking if there were cars passing by. None. I drove but a sudden push and sharp pain shot through my legs. I tried to shift but kept coming back as a human form.

I heard the continuous honk of a car before feeling my eyes closing.

I think I hit a car. I'm going to be late for the reservations. Amanda is going to kill me.

√√√√√√√√√√√√√√√√√

2 hours later

I heard sobbing right next to me. It was hurting me because I knew who it was.

I opened my eyes but quickly closed them. The light buens y eyes. This time being a little smart I opened them slowly.

My left hand was being rubbed by her delicate hands. I squeezed them to get her attention and she gasped looking up.

"You're alive!" She smiled while hugging me.

"Of course I'm alive why wouldn't I be?" I was trying to shift so I can hug her gently but couldn't feel my legs. I tried moving again but she stopped me.

She stared directly into my eyes before I seen tears forming in her eyes. One escaped but I wiped it away.

"Please, stop moving. You are making it worse for me to explain to you what happened." I put my hand down before I nodded for her to go on.

"Well I was waiting for you at the restaurant for 40 minutes. I thought you stood me up but I got a call from the hospital saying that you have been in a car crash and they said that they called me because of you. I drove to the hospital as fast as I could. The moment I went up to your room, the doctor told me that the car crash did a lot of damage and you had some broken bones that will he soon but....but-" she was going to cry but continued on "but you are paralyzed from the waist down by a silver from the other persons car."

I had nothing to say. I'm not going to be able to walk, run or stand up. How am I going to do my alpha orders, more importantly how am I going to mark mate or give her a baby that she has always been thinking about having?

You know what forget having to mark her showing she is mine. The only thing that will show she is mine is marrying her and putting the ring I bought on her.