Cries of the lost lambs

Bruised Cheeks And Ugly Crying Ch.9

Bruised cheeks and ugly crying
Anton |||
Warning :
-physical abuse
-harrasment,
"f" word offensive in context
-Homophobia

Lukas's dad Mr. William A. Vincent in media
Allie x- devil i know in media

September 4th,2019

Anton smiles as he wakes up expecting to feel Lukas's arms around him. He frowns when he sits up seeing no one beside him.
He gets up huffing mad that Lukas even thought to leave after a night of sweet cuddles. Anton stretches as he slides on a croptop and some jeans feeling very in the middle today as he walks downstairs. He sighs noticing a hole in his jeans he would have to sew later. He pours himself a bowl of cereal as he watches his mom's do yoga in the living room. Anton smiles
"Are we still going to that stupid ball tonight?
i feel the energy in that church is so homophobic when we all walk in at the monthly events..like i can feel them staring at us when we show up."
His mom Meghan looks at him with a stern stare
"It's not stupid and the church just has outdated mindsets we can't be mad they don't understand our lifestyle. We just have to show them we're not hurting anybody by loving who we love. Plus i'm like 80% sure their daughter the one with wild orange hair is openly pansexual.  His mom sits at the kitchen table near him smiling. "Plus we have to attend or mom might lose her job at the station."
Anton nods
"Will i have to wear that stupid white tux again?"
"No kid put on what you want we support you no matter what you wear. You had to wear that last year because of the dress code but this year they cancelled dress code so have fun" His mom Gloria gives him a wad of cash out of her wallet.
"Mama i have money on my credit card"
"I know but just in case you need extra here"
She shoves the money into his hand
"Now go." Meghan looks back her wife smiling
"Are you kicking me out right now so you and mom can get it on? Ewwww"
His moms nod as anton finishes his bowl of captain crunch and walks out of the door shoving the money in his pocket. Anton hops on his electric bike his mom got him last year for transportation. He rides to Glitter depot his favorite place to get clothes where they don't judge or refuse service for people like him. He walks in seeing Ash and Marvin at the counter,
Anton looks around the racks trying to find something that speaks to him. His eyes were captured by a matte black tux and then a flowly sparkly white dress. He grabs both walking to the counter.
Ash giggles seeing the clothes he chose
"Gonna frankenstein an outfit?"
Anton smiles and nods
"hell yeah i didn't know if i wanted masc or fem so i'm choosing both. "
Ash shakes her head
"With your sewing skills i'm sure it'll look fierce as fuck.send me pics when your done."
Anton smiles and pays for the outfits, he put them into the bag on his bike and rides of towards Tina's tailoring.
Anton walks in with his clothes in hand.
"can i borrow your back room workshop tina?"
Anton notices Tina has her head in her sketch book as she furiously draws something while she puts pins in a dress.
"yeah kid be careful though just got the floor waxed."
Anton walks into the backroom as he puts the tux on the dummy and pins the dress to the tux as he grabs a sketchpad drawing some ideas of how to combine them. After hours of stitching cutting and sewing Anton finishes his creation. Anton carefully takes it off the dummy as he irons out the wrinkles on the tux and slowly puts it into a clothing bag and walks back to his chained up bike saying bye and thank you to tina on his way out. His phone dings as he pushes his outfit into his bag he glances at his phone
"You going to ball tonight? bet you'll look great😍"
Anton smiles at lukas's text and send a quick text to his mom
Anton-"Ya'll done yet?"
Mamabear#1-"yeah😒your mom got called in to work she gets off right before the ball starts"
Anton-"hahahha sucks for you mama😙 i'm heading home"
Mamabear#1-"kk i'll probably be gone by the time you get here i gotta go pick up our clothes from the boutique."
Anton smiles and send back a quick k as he heads off back towards home his phone dings again stopping he pulls his phone from his pocket glancing at it. He got sent a picture from zorah of her and a girl painting together. Anton smiles reading the text
"Isn't she adorable😍😍💀"
Anton smiles at the thought that zorah finally has somebody
"Yeah she's smokin hot😉 good job dork"
Anton slides his phone back into his pocket as he thinks for a second. He turns around and starts pedaling in the opposite directing towards lukas's house. Anton stops by a bush beside his house changing into a shirt ontop of his croptop and puts on a baseball cap as he walks to lukas's front door and knocks. A wrinkled man with piercing blue eyes answers the door anton assuming this is lukas's father. "Hey sir i was looking for lukas to talk about helping me get into shape before i start baseball season?"
The man looks anton up and down before yelling
"Lukas a classmate of yours is looking for you!"
Lukas walks downstairs with a young women at his side holding his hand. Anton looks at this trying to hide his hurt expression. Lukas rolls his eyes seeing anton at the door. Anton notices lukas kiss the girls lips before walking outside to talk to him. Anton couldn't even wait till lukas closed the door before he turned around and starting walking down lukas's driveway near the big trees where his lover's family wouldn't be able to spy on the two. Lukas huffs
"You think i like her huh? I have to keep up appearances anton it'll look weird if i didn't have a good piece of eye candy at my side. That's what my family expect of me you can't be mad at that?"
Anton groans and looks at his lover
"Why can't i be the one by your side.. Why not me lukas?!"
Lukas glares at anton
"Because i can't fucking be a faggot anton! And i can't fucking love you like you want me too! I grew up hating myself anton because i was a fucking worthless faggot and my family fucking hates gays anton! I will not destroy my reputation by loving a freak like you!"
Anton shakes in anger
"Number one i am not and never will be just a man and you fucking know that just because i answer to he don't mean shit lukas! Number two I didn't fucking start this relationship you fucking did so why are you blaming me?! Huh if i'm such an unloveable fag then why do you say you fucking love me?! Number three do not fucking call me a faggot lukas i can call myself that but don't you call me that enough at school?"
Tears starts falling down anton's face and he smiles bitterly towards lukas
"So this is it huh? Are you breaking up with me right now or what?"
Lukas shakes his head
"I'm not breaking up with you but you can't just show up at my house like that. We can still be together in secret."
lukas is cut off by anton's rage
"That's the fucking problem lukas i'm your secret! Your dirty little secret you don't want anybody to find out about huh?! What if i go tell your parents right now we've been together for 5 fucking months. Would they still look at you with such love or will they hate their little faggot son?!" Anton glances at the ring hurt at the thought of it actually meaning something to lukas.
"I-is that a fucking ring lukas?"
Lukas looks down with his head facing his feet
"Yeah promise ring i'm supposed to eventually marry her anton. It's my family they are making me!"
Anton scoffs and looks lukas up and down in disgust
"Wow and to fucking think i thought we had a future lukas. You fucking told me that you'd marry me one day! And your now gonna say you didn't have a choice?! You have your own money lukas you can fucking walk away from them but you choose not to!"
Lukas clicks his tongue in anger as a single tear falls from his face as he steps closer into anton's personal space he slapped anton across the face. The slap was as loud and echoed through the trees and stung anton's face. It had been an open back handed smack and it had left a red welt behind on his cheek. Just below his eye was a small welt where lukas's promise ring had cut him. Anton staggers backwards, clutching his face, as tears fall from his eyes as he spits on the ground at lukas feet. Anton glances up at lukas with a mix of fear and anger
"You know what fuck you i hope you get the fucking whore pregnant and have to marry her and live a miserable life where she has to use a fucking vibrator to feel satisfied by you. And you know what lukas?" Anton smiles and calms down as he leans close to lukas's ear
"I pity the next boy you "love", you'll probably ruin him too."
Anton walks back to his bike hopping on as he leaves lukas looking hurt as he heads off towards his house hearing lukas shouting wait behind him.