Silver | Hpls

Preperations and late nights

PRE AUTHOR NOTE: warning there is gonna be a bit of a time jump🚨

QOTC🌸: what's something on your bucket list?

I want to go on a late night adventure with good company and fun adventures🌌👌

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**Hermione P.O.V**

"You need to practice!" I stated and she merely shrugged "how am I suppose to know what to practice if I don't know what the bloody task is?!" she pushed her black ray bans higher up on her nose.

I groaned in frustration "the first task is in a week!" I shrieked getting anxiety.

She stood up grabbing her wand "fine then hermione. The only way I can practice is if I duel somebody! so would you like to volunteer?!"

Oh my merlin! she has been so distant and if she isn't distant she is moody! the only person she isn't like that with is Harry!

"That's hardly fair joslyn! you have had an O in DADA since first year!" I yelped and she just groaned flopping back on the couch making me huff and sit on the chair next to it.

Ron is still angry with her. I don't get it! they are brother and sister they should be helping eachother!

"It's November 17th and the task is on the 24th, there has to be a way to figure this out" i exhaled deeply turning to look at her but was met by an empty couch. I turned behind me and saw her jogging up the girls staircase. I don't even know what to do about her. I mean she's moody right?! I can't be the only one who sees it! "hey hermione" Ron mumbled sitting where Joslyn previously sat "hello Ronald" i sighed running a hand through my frizzy blonde hair.

"Between me and you, Joslyn does have a plan...right?" even though he is mad at her it was refreshing to know he still worried about her.

"No, she doesnt! absolutley no clue what so ever on how she is gonna make it through! I try to get her to at least acknowledge the time she has but no! she just gets all snappy and goes into our dorm!" I ranted and Ginny came and sat on the chair arm next to me. "I have noticed her being quite...not Joslyn" she muttered.

The only person missing was Harry. I believe he was with Neville since him and Ron are completely furious with each other. "It looks like you could get out hermione. want to go down to the black lake?" I sighed nodding and followed Ron out with Ginny by my side.

**JOSLYN P.O.V**

Tears pricked my eyes for no reason making me wipe them furiously. why am I crying?! I squeezed my eyes shut and took a couple deep breaths. everything is okay jos, you are alright.

I unfolded my bed and got inside of it. classes finished about an hour ago and I'm just completely drained.

As my eyes rested shut I started hearing the voices in my head again. they were so loud. demanding and pleading all at the same time. they mocked me every second I wasn't doing something. my head started to hurt making me grip my sheets tightly.

Get out of my head! my jaw clenched shut as the voices only grew louder, angrier. "Joslyn?" the voice made the ones in my head go away and I opened my eyes turning around in my blankets to hear some one knock on the door. "joslyn black?" grumbling I got out of bed and through the door open "what." I snapped.

Dammit here you go again joslyn. I didn't mean to snap I really didn't.

"U-umm Professor M-Moody would like to see y-you in 10 minutes" she stuttered then scurried away. i closed the door feeling incredibly guilty.

I slid my back against Untill I hit the floor. I felt a tear or two slip down my face.

what is wrong with me?