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ALMOST HEADING INTO SELF-DESTRUCTION

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ALMOST HEADING INTO SELF-DESTRUCTION

interview made by Cuperty Gray


Cuperty Gray is a 24 year old model who clinically diagnosed with PTSD and latter succumbed into depression after a few set of therapy made to help him move from the past. And he's brave enough to tell his story.


My life wasn't easy as gold, it's always been dust and dirt. Before any of the luxurious things came, things are rough for me. I know only some people would only take their time reading a dreadful story like this and this is a part of my life I want to share.

I grow up skinny, and since I was a child I was bullied for being gay until I came out on my teenage year which causes a lot more of trauma on me. This is the usual kind of story but it isn't for me.

As a skinny-newly came out gay, my parents didn't really like my new identity which they started ignoring me. They don't even care if I get punched, kicked in school, and everything that could happen on me. I was already preparing myself to be hit a by a bus but when I tried, I was saved and thought that I have a second chance to live, and yet my parents hated me more because I tried to kill myself.

And then we travel, I was on a backseat, listening, awaiting for the luck of my future until a loud noise, blinding headlights comes on our way. I was invisible and became more lonely.

Modeling helps me to cope up with the pain and tragic accident. But what makes me move forward, because I still want to live, and yet I try...

- Cuperty Gray

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