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"Thank you for sharing your story with me, Levi. I know it must've been hard for you to express this emotion but I know I can help you to get through this pain and trauma. I'm hoping to see you next week?"

I nodded as I slowly stand up on my seat, leaving the office of my psychiatrist. There's still a big hole left in me and I don't know how to repair it.

It's been three months and this is the time I've decided to go through a psychiatrist and went to a therapy because I can't forget what happened back in Japan. It haunts me. It wouldn't let me sleep at night knowing that the person I love left there.

We both went to our dream travel and I was the only one who came back. I was very devastate. The only thing I'm holding that there's still hope for me to move on and accept this reality.

And I've just realized that at some point, when we saw someone who needs of help. We came in to support them but then as much as we can do to help that certain person, they still have their own mind, decision and everything you do wouldn't affect if the person already decided to kill himself.

Lyncoln is a lost hope but I didn't give up on him. I try to persuade him from the danger of this world, yet I can't because he is his own person, he doesn't listen to me. He has his own mind where everything happens. Seeing himself dead was the conclusion of his life and so he did.

It is just so sad that I never saw the signs, I thought he's going great but there are already red flags as Lyncoln wouldn't want anything but death.

That's why he chose this place because he's tired of this fucking world.

Wherever you are right now, Lyncoln, I hope you're happy but you have to know that taking your own life wouldn't be the answer to everything. But I know you lived your life well, you just missed a future with me.

Thank you for making me happy, Lyncoln... thank you for everything.

#RIPLyncolnCupertyGray

#RIPLyncolnCupertyGray

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