Mirror - 1D Fanfic

Chapter 19

" What? " she scoffed.

I buried my face in my hands. "I'm pregnant. " I whispered.

" Who's is it? " she asked.

" Zayn's. " I sputtered, feeling tears again.

I heard her get up and walk out of the room. Great. Now everyone I had was gone. Everyone. And I had no one to blame but myself.

I heard someone walk in.

" Chandler, I see you're awake. Let's check your vitals. "

That must be the doctor. I pulled my hands away from my face and glared at him while he checked my blood pressure.

" Are you feeling dizzy? You lost a lot of blood. " he asked.

I shook my head and looked at the wall, tears still streaming down my face.

" Why are you crying? Does something hurt? " He asked.

I nodded.

" What? What hurts Chandler?" he asked.

" My heart. " I whispered.

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(surprise motherfuckerrrrr)

Zayn's POV :

I screamed out in anger as I threw my Tesla "Love Song" record at the wall, watching it smash into a thousand pieces.

She won't love me anymore. Not after what I said. There's a huge hole in my heart and I can't stand it. I miss her.

" Zayn? "

I whipped around and saw Harry standing at the door. He had a look of concern on his face.

" Why are you crying? " he questioned and I looked away.

I hadn't actually realized I was crying until he asked me about it. I wiped the tears away from my eyes. Stupid, I thought.

" Zayn... " he whispered stepping closer.

He put his hand on my shoulder.

" You know you can tell me anything.. " he said quietly.

That made me lose it. I shook my head and cried. " N-No..I don't deserve to have someone t-to confide in... "

Harry turned me around and pulled me into a brotherly hug. I didn't hug back.

" I don't care if you don't deserve someone to confide in, you're getting one anyways. " he said.

I shook my head and lightly pushed him away. I brushed past him and out of the door. I walked down the stairs and into the living room.

Louis noticed me walk in and he stood up abruptly. " Where you going, Malik? " he asked, anger laced through him.

I shook my head. " Fuck off Louis. "

He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and pushed me up against the wall. " Listen here Malik- "

I cut him off by punching him square in the jaw. He let me go and held his jaw before his bright blue eyes turned dark with anger.

" Oh, you're gonna regret that." He said menacingly.

He threw a punch, nailing me in the eye. The impact sent me to my knees. He kicked me in the ribs and knocked me over.

I climbed on top of me and began throwing punches left and right. I felt everything going black before he was pulled off of me.

" PUT ME THE FUCK DOWN LIAM I WASN'T DONE WITH THIS BASTARD!! " Louis screamed violently.

Everything seemed blurry as I saw Harry stand over me and frown.

" Zayn, don't fall asleep. Please don't fall asleep. "

" Why? Then maybe I'd be dead and out of my misery.. " I whispered before drifting off to sleep.

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Chandler's POV:

It had been 2 weeks and they finally took me off of suicide watch and sent me home. They told the girls to keep an eye over me too, so it wasn't like it was going to be much different at home.

I walked into the front door and was attacked with a hug from Lauren. I clenched my jaw and pushed her away.

" Chandler..I-I'm so sorry I- "

I shook my head and walked upstairs into my room. I sat down on my bed and stared at the mirror. I didn't realize Kaitlyn was in the room too.

" Stop staring at it and just go back to see your baby daddy. " she said coldly.

I shook my head. " I can't. "

" Why? " he voice softened.

" They all hate me. Everyone does, even you. " I whispered.

She stood up and walked over in front of me. " I don't hate you. "

" Sure. "

She sighed and walked out of the room. Now was my chance.

I stood up and crept to the bathroom. I locked the door and picked up my shaving razor. I popped out one of the blades, staring at it for a while.

I sat on the edge of the sink and held my arm over it. I slid the blade horizontally across the wrist that didn't have the vertical cut on it. I made 4 or 5 good slashes and watched the red liquid pour silently.

I heard a knock on the door that made me jump, causing me to drop the blade. It made a 'cling' and slid under the door.

" Fuck " I whispered.

I heard a gasp. " Chandler let me in. "

I hopped off the sink, making sure to keep my bloody wrist over it and opened the door quietly.

Lauren rushed in and saw my bloody wrist. She grabbed my arm and turned on the cold water, running my new cuts under it, causing them to stop bleeding.

" I could have done that on my own. " I said coldly as she took out a roll of gauze and wrapped my wrist.

" Or you could have bled to death. " she said frowning.

" I bet that would've made you happy. " I spat, brushing past her.