Mirror - 1D Fanfic

Chapter 17

" Are you kidding me?! "

Zayn tried pulling me into his chest but I pushed him away.

" Chandler I- "

" No, Zayn! I'm barely 20 years old! I'm not ready for a kid!! " I squeaked, panic flooding through me.

I leaned over the toilet and heaved again, Zayn pulling my hair back. I began crying as I slumped against the wall next to the toilet.

" I-I didn't ask for this either. " Zayn spoke.

" You did when you forgot to wear a condom! " I shouted, tears flowing continuously down my face.

His eyes turned the color i thought I'd never see them turn again as he began to get angry.

He stood up and stormed off, slamming his bedroom door. I sobbed, hard. My world was falling apart. I wasn't ready for a kid, and now I was going to be dealing with it on my own.

I covered my face and cried into my hands. I felt alone. My friends hated me for hurting Louis, and Zayn hated me for getting mad at him for possibly impregnating me.

I heard the door squeak and I looked up at the doorway to see Louis standing there with a concerned look on his face. My heart broke even more. His eyes were red rimmed and he had bags under his eyes.

" Did Zayn do something? " he asked quietly.

"Sort of. " My voice cracked.

Anger flashed across his face as he walked farther into the bathroom. He held his hand out to me to help me up, obviously not noticing the vomit in the toilet.

" W-Why are you helping me? " I asked shakily, still crying as I took his hand and he stood me up.

" Because I love you no matter what, even if you hurt me. "

That made me cry harder. He didn't let go of my hand and he led me out of the bathroom and into his and Harry's room. He sat me down on his bed.

" Tell me what happened. "

I shook my head. If I told him what happened, he would know that Zayn and I had sex. I didn't want him to get even more hurt, by me specifically.

" Please, Chandler. I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened. "

I shook my head again. " You can't help me anyways. " I whispered painfully.

I stood up and wiped my eyes. I needed to talk to Kaitlyn. She didn't hate me..at least I didn't think she did.

" Chandler please! " Louis said.

" I'm a lost cause." I said quietly, my voice cracking and more tears falling down my face.

I saw the look of heartbreak cross his face and I turned around. I walked down the stairs and into the livingroom.

Niall and Harry were on the couch. Niall saw me walk in and gave me the same dirty look he gave me earlier.

" Ha-Harry have you seen Kaitlyn? " I asked, my voice quivering.

He turned around and stood up with a concerned face.

" Chandler what happened? " He asked, walking closer to me.

" I-I need to talk to Kaitlyn.. " I said, not meeting his eyes and taking a step back.

He sighed. " She went home..please talk to me. What happened? "

I shook my head. " I messed up Harry.. I c-can't reverse it this time.. L-Lauren was right.. " I said before letting myself breakdown.

I almost collapsed but Harry caught me. I could practically feel the emotion in the room shift from tension to everyone looking at me.

I heard someone walk in and stop in their tracks. I couldn't lift my head to see who. I was too upset. I was crying and sobbing and fighting against Harry's grip but he just wouldn't let me go.

" Chandler? "

I recognized Lauren's voice. I quit fighting against Harry and just collapsed into his chest, not bothering to fight the tears.

" I don't think she wants to talk to you right now. "

I didn't realize Zayn was in the room too, but that was his voice.

" She's my friend, I think she would want to talk to me. " she retorted.

I began crying harder. Friend?

" You aren't her friend. Her friend wouldn't have said all of that crap to her that made her cry the other night. " he said, reading my mind.

I gripped onto Harry's shirt and tried to calm myself down. He rubbed my back, trying to calm me down too.

" I don't think all of this arguing is gonna help anyone, so let's just all try to calm down okay? " Liam said.

Everyone was silent as I took deep breaths, trying to stop crying. I finally quit sobbing and peeled myself away from Harry, looking at the huge wet spot I left on his grey shirt.

I wiped my eyes and stared at the ground before looking around the room at everyone. Lauren was standing with her arms crossed, concerned laced on her features.

Liam and Niall were looking at me expectantly. Louis was standing next to Zayn, both of them giving me a blank look.

" W-Why don't you tell them Zayn? It is your fault after all. " I said with a hint of anger.

He glared at me before smiling devilishly.

" Well you see, " he started off, strolling into the middle of the room. " Chandler here has turned into a whore. That's why she is pregnant. "

My mouth dropped open and I stepped back a few steps. I felt everyone's judging glares as Zayn walked past me. He whispered " Happy? " before trudging up the stairs.

I shook my head violently and backed away. I felt my back hit the wall and I slid down feeling tears roll down my face again.

" Fuck. " I whispered, hearing everyone begin talking at once.