Jimin pov
The door slammed shut from the wind with a loud bang that hurt my ears, that is bound to wake people up.
"Ah shit..."
I scurried up the stairs and tiptoed into my room, trying not to wake Taemin who was snoring slightly on the top bunk.
Getting dressed would make to much noise and effort for my tired self, ready to just collapse on my bed and never wake up.
So I did, I shut my eyes and just drifted into an unpleasant slumber filled with the insults and hurtful words that people threw at me.
*fat ass*
*obese pig*
*gay bastard*
*just die*
*die die die die DIE!!!*
"JIMIN FUCK WAKE UP!"
I was shaking from the vidid dream, it felt so real!
At first I thought that the person shaking me awake was my bullies, but I relaxed when I saw my roommates worried and slightly annoyed face.
"Oh...sorry for waking you Taemin."
"Na Ive been awake for ages."
I suddenly felt guilty for keeping him awake.
"Did I keep you awake?"
He shook his head.
"No I got into this new Netflix series and I can't put my phone down, your nightmare sounded bad though, you were starting and jerking, crying and you started bawling loudly so I woke you."
My face burned from embarrassment now, apologizing one more time before checking the clock.
6:58
Mmm, pretty early but not suspicious.
I got up from the bed and going into the bathroom.
"Where you going?"
"Shower"
Taemin formed an "O" with his mouth and put his earphones back in.
Nobody knows I have depression but Im pretty sure I am. Everybody is totally oblivious to my addiction, my stress reliever.
My feet made soft slap sounds as I went into the bathroom, fumbling with a towel to disguise rumaging for my "best friend".
The faucet turned on and I got in, bringing "him" with me, he is my only friend, the only one I can trust, he knows my secrets and he smiles at me. He's also very sensitive, if I don't use him often, he gets hurt and returns the pain next time I do use him.
His sharp edge invited me in like an old friend, even though I used him a few days ago, I wanted more of him.
1 for waking Taemin...
2 for letting them bully you...
4 for eating twice today...
8 for lying straight to everyones face..
10 for living and not jumping off the bridge...
Another 2 for breaking the pattern....
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Learning To Fly
FanfictionA loner beta with paralysed wings has never been one to mingle with the croud. He always sat on the side, watching groups of people, or in particular, the popular athletic alphas that he may or may not idolize. Especially one wide eyed, deep voiced...
