Just Like Small Doses

Chapter 11 : Let's break up

It's been a week Since Nevy broke up with Sarawat just because she is not ready to listen to anything.

Even Tine tried to make her understand which turns out in another way. She started to yell at Tine saying "how dare you to steal my boyfriend, your nothing as compared to me. "

"You just know how to lure people by using your body you faggot, dirty bitch..." with that she slapped Tine on his face.

Sarawat hurriedly rushed toward Tine, anger was evident on his face when he saw Nevy slapped Tine. Sarawat got more upset when he saw Tine's cheek was flushed red and his eyes were watery. He dragged Tine behind his back as a werewolf protect his pups from enemies.

"You know what Nevy, it's better to break up for real, I m so done with you and I m really glad this time also you took initiative first because I m fucked up with your lame excuses and that facade of yours in front of others. I m also aware that you used me, but I m an idiot who loved you with my all my might thinking you loved me back but no  I m just a fool. You never cared for me not for once, even you use called me when you got bored or you needed something from me or you have to say " not today, not now, sorry I m busy, can we postpone baby, this is what we basically talk if I remember correctly .......isn't it?  you never genuinely loved me back do u??" Sarawat cried out, tears started to roll down from his eyes as he was speaking.

It's a very hearts wrenching moment for Tine and also for the others who were watching them.....it hurts really. Breakup hurts the most especially when if it's from the person you loved unconditionally. You can feel the hurt feelings that Sarawat feeling right now. Even Tine can't able to hold his tears back he was crying silently as he saw heartbreaking Sarawat in front of him.

"Brig-bright listen I need...." Nevy tried to explain but got cut off.

"Yeh you needed Nevy, you needed!!! I m just your need not the man you loved but just a need, You just need somebody on your side when your alone, you just needed someone when you got bored to chat around, you needed someone to entertain you that's all you want. But let me tell you I m not an object to play with until you want and then throw away when you got the new one. I do have feelings Nevy" he paused as he was staring her with his painful eyes.

" Your my first in everything, but I do know that I'm not yours first in anything, you lied to me you do have boyfriends before me. I never lied to you but as long as our relationship were you lied the whole time without even blinking. I thought you needed time but no... you never said anything to me. Why Nevy? I'm not that good enough for you............ I know I m not your first priority ever, and never will be but never you feel a little bad for me or how do I feel whenever you tossed me out when you have not needed me.
I know you're always busy with your work and everything that you even forget about me, about us, our anniversaries, and even you forgot my birthday but I never complained coz having you by my side is just enough for me..........
But I guess I m wrong all this time you're never there in the first place.......To complete a relationship you needed both sides to contribute equally to make it successful. But here I m,  the only one pushing hard and very hard to be with and you not even trying? What do think it is?
All you want to break up now when you saw me with someone else, then tell me how I felt myself whenever when you ditched me in front of other men introducing me as your fucking friend....just friends.......!!!!!!!!
I can't bear this anymore, first I wanted to apologize but now you crossed the limits. How you even dare to hit him your nothing as compared to him just get that in your fucking mind?...............
Tine is someone who's always with me when you abdomen me harshly, he was always there when I needed a shoulder to cry on, he is always there when I feel alone, he was always there when I needed you the fucking most Nevy....!!!

"Also he was here today to explain everything , he even lied to me that he was going for grocery, but sorry Tine I must say, your not good with lies like others.So I followed you here!!! Sorry......"Sarawat chuckled sadly while taking a glance behind his back where Tine was standing frozen.

"And thank goodness I m here, I think it's time now to put an end now, You want breakup right, then let's break up your free from me now, I swear I never bother you again, and this chain of yours just take it back, I don't want any fucking shit with me which belongs to you. Goodbye.....Nevy...Your bright is dead now and he's not coming back........" With that Sarawat pulled Tine 's hand along with him while wiping his tears with the back of his long sleeve.

"Sarawat.......listen to me..." Nevy tried to stop him but it too to late for her he left her and now he's not coming back, coz every word Sarawat said is not less than a bitter truth she realized. She never thoughts the Sarawat did, she can feel the pain in his words.
When he cried she wanted to console him, but deep inside she knew  that she lost him,

Yours deserve to be loved bright, you deserve better not trash like me who never consider your feelings, I m being selfish for keeping you only for me. I sorry bright, I m really sorry....!!!!" Nevy sobbed silently letting her tears flow down, she cried and cried until

"Sshhhh... it's fine, let go home " Luke hugged her and helped her to get up while carried her to his car. He watched the whole scene. He feels bad for Sarawat but he was glad Tine is with him for a situation like this, but he can't let Nevy suffer alone as well, she looks like a bitch but deep inside she is a girl who'  seeking for attention and affection. He can't let her leave on his own as well.

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