Take On The World

Chapter 9

KURT

Finn and I stay in the tub for a bit longer, and I feel myself getting a bit hot and bothered. I look at Finn and connect our lips. I bite his lip and pull back. He looks at me sadly.

"Kurt. I want to, but I can't have sex with you while you're so vulnerable," he says.

"Please. I need a distraction and I need you." I say, guiding his hand down to my crotch. He moans as I grind against him.

"Babe," he says. I turn around so I'm facing him, sitting down on his legs. He smirks at me as I kiss him harshly.

"Please, Finn," I say. I see his eyes darken and he picks me up and dries our bodies off. Then he takes us over to the bed and puts me on it. He connects our lips once more.

"I mean we did just get engaged so I guess this would be nice," he says. He grinds against me and I bite my lip.

"I love you so much, Finn."

"I love you too," he says, entering me. I yelp and he stops.

"You okay?" He asks.

"Yes. Keep going," I say. I grab his hips as he starts again. We moan into each others mouths and enjoy each others bodies.

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FINN

I release on Kurt's chest since we didn't have a condom and i lick him clean. I lay down and hold him.

"Wow," he says.

"Yeah," I say.

"Finn?"

"Yeah, Kurt?"

"Did you ever think about doing that a few years ago?" I look away and blush, thinking about all the nights I spent pleasuring myself to the thought of Kurt naked in front of me.

"I did. I did that a lot," I say. I kiss him and cup his face, delicately running my thumb across his cheek. "Did you?"

"Yeah. I always felt guilty afterwards." he says. I chuckle and pull him closer to me from his waist.

"You're so damn cute," I say.

"Not as cute as you. Especially whenever you would kick a chair," he says.

"I was scary."

"You were not. You were not scary at all, love," he pokes me on the nose and I grab his finger, turning it into hand holding.

"Is this whole situation with your dad going to affect us?" I ask. He comes closer and puts his head in the crook of my neck.

"Of course not. I need you more than ever right now, Finn."

"I know. I just... I'm afraid of losing you."

"Hey. You'll never lose me. I love you and I cannot wait to marry you."

"Maybe we can get married when your dad gets out of the hospital?"