Who Knew. [ ON HOLD ]

Chapter 2

Songs:So Alone x Anna Blue, Fake Your Death x My Chemical Romance.

"Hey honey." My mum says as soon as I enter the living room.

I wave and plop on the couch, changing the TV to something else other than Friends. I feel bad for my mum sometimes because when she speaks to me I usually don't say anything. Depression really changes you. Its like you don't want to be in this situation, but yet you have to deal with it until you are back.

"Um, I'm going for a walk." As I'm walking out of the house, I turn back around to give my mum a hug. Something I never do. She frowns but excepts my gesture and finishes what she was up to.

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I go for a walk when I want to be alone. It's probably the best thing to do since I'm always in the house. Many times I hate walking because I meet into people at my school and I just hate every one of them that's there. I've never actually made any friends or tried, but someday I wish to have at least one if that's not too much to ask for. I'm afraid of having friends because many of them betray you.

I don't like thinking that way but when you have been in this state of depression for years, all you do is push people away. You think you know everything but in reality you don't have any trust to give. Your mind plays little jokes on you and seeps through your heart and makes it burst into a million pieces.

While on my walk, I notice this girl walking by me. She speeds up beside me and starts talking. God why is she trying to speak to me. Just listen you imbecile, my mind adds.

"Hi."

I look around to see if she was really talking to someone like me until I notice that she is staring directly at me. I shift uncomfortably before speaking up.

"Hey." I say.

"Why you walking around here. It's like a dead end."

I shrug my shoulders. Trying to avoid her as well as I know how to avoid people.

"You know you don't have to talk to me Harry." She speaks a little louder than before, but wait she knows my name? No one knows me. I'm just a nobody.

"Wait, how do you know my name?"

"I'm Amanda. I'm in your class." Oh well that explains everything.

"Oh." I never thought anyone would take the time out to actually try and speak to me or even knowing my name.

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