I walked away from my mom in tears. I don't even know why i tired to say anything, no one would care anyway would they? Its not that i didn't want to tell my mother i did i just didn't really know how to say it. If Erin were to find out that i had almost told mother what she had done to me the last six years i'd probably be dead. Now that i haven't said anything i have no closure. Will i ever be able to have the closure i really do need? Yeah that's funny "haha Noel keeping wishing" that's what mind is telling me. All i need is someone who will just listen to me. How fucking hard is it to listen to me? I have all this shit going on and no one or anywhere to go and hide from it. Maybe if i cry myself that wil make everything better, right?
I just want friends i want someone to care, why does no one care or listen? WHY?? Sometimes i just want to give up on life and maybe i should. I start to lay down and as i lay down "OUCH" what the hell was that i said to myself. As i look to see what it was i kept wondering of what could i do to make pain fly away from my life. When i finally see what had stabbed me in thigh i got a quick thought to my mind. It was a blade not just any blade though it was the blade my friend had killed herself with.
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The Past Wont Change But You Will
RandomThis is all about how a girls past and how bad it was growing up but then she finds that she can change herself. She wont let the past control her mind anymore than it already has. This does consist of non-fiction and fiction! PLEASE NOTE THAT IF YO...
