broken home||c.h.

19: I'm a sucker for you

*The Next Day*

Well, condo hunting was tiring.

I can't even remember the last time where I've felt this tired.

Oh wait....nevermind.

Condo hunting was a pain. Thank god I was able to make a quick choice.

I don't know why, but last night was the first night since I got to LA and never thought about the guys.

Not that I wasn't thinking about them.

Shit, this is all coming in the wrong way.

Of course, I love the guys, even Luke when he's annoying. I miss it though. One second we're bickering, the next we're besties. It's the best love-hate friendship you can see.

But last night, all I could imagine is me in that condo. The first one.

It's like that feeling when you see something, and you have this deep connection with it, and they all you can do is just think about that thing.

That's the feeling.

Like, I can imagine all of us on this big couch and we'd have movie nights.

Or we'd all decide to dress up and we decide to get drunk.

Then there's that little office room that I can't stop imagining.

Like, that whole place may be bland now. However, the things I have planned in my mind in terms of 'spicing it up', I really can't wait.

It's like when we were waiting for our acceptance letters for university. All you can do is hope and dream you get your first pick. As soon as you see it, and when your friend gets the same letter as you, it's all that excitement being brought out.

Okay, that analogy may be confusing, but, it made more sense in my head.

Now, instead of me being a lazy arse, I decided to go to the gym in the hotel. Now, I've been doing pretty good when it came to paps.

I've stayed low and went to fewer places.

I may have 'trapped' myself, but I couldn't let anyone know I was here. I wanted to make sure I can surprise the guys properly without saying anything.

Today, I'm taking the risk. I don't know how I will do it but I'll see what will happen.

Wait.

I just had a lightbulb moment.

My stylist Joanne came with me on this trip. Maybe she can do me a favor later. She has been really good company with me. Even if I've basically trapped myself, she's really been a true sport in having fun.

Now, before I take my big leap of faith, I decide to head down to the gym.

I don't think I've been to the gym in a while.

I mean, I've done weight lifts and little things during the tour, but I never gave myself the time to go to the gym and actually do something.

I decide to bring Joanne along to keep me company.

Actually, she wanted the company. I mean, hey, if I can hit a gym on the last day I'm here, I'm willing to do anything.

We head downstairs and there was barely anyone here.

At the same time, why would anyone be in the hotel?

Wait, people would be here. It's basically summer vacation for kids in the U.S.

Well, this really will be a challenge.

*An hour or so later*

So, I'm basically done my workout.