7 Minutes

Choosing Again

Then came the life changing move which I had made during my turning point. Then it's college and again another round of graduation and another round of major move. I see how I had hurt people's feelings and there were so many incidents and situations that I regret and wanted to go back in time and set them right. It was not just the regrets I found in my past but also I see how distinct I have become lately from my family. Even though I love them from bottom of my heart it wasn't reflecting cause once I found out I was pretty good at racing, I devoted my time and energy into it and alongside studies and thesis and masters. Somewhere at some point I had become selfish and greedy of ME MYSELF AND I that I had lost most of the time spending with my family.

The only thing running in my head right now was to wake up and get back home and I'm never leaving home anytime soon without spending all the lost hours with them.

Then finally I could see myself all grown up and the accident which took place a while ago. Right now I didn't knew what to do and where should I go. I just swirl around to find a way out but all I see is cotton candy clouds had surrounded me.

A bright light hit my face revealing a lady in her 30's or less. I don't know beauty is unpredictable nowadays. She calls out my name but I was lost admiring her. NO not her, her gorgeous wings. Man! They are so beautiful. They are so huge, just like the one I had watched in LUCIFER. The angelic wing. I was so awestruck and was lost in my thoughts of meeting Lucifer but this damn lady literally screampt my name so loud that I jumped of from the spot I was standing. Oh wait I was floating and so ya I just flew off a bit further from her.

But she came closer to me and told that she was my guide to show me around the heaven and hell which I would be choosing at the end of the trip. I was dumb founded. Wasn't it the god's job to decide where I should go? So do we have to choose again? Come-on all my life I have been choosing for the every turning point and here you go again you had to choose on where I am going to stay the rest of my afterlife.

Seriously don't I have the freedom to just walk into any of it without even thinking? 

As I was lost thinking all of these I didn't realize I was inside the HEAVEN and I only realized it when another soul just bumped into me. I mean not like two mortal people bumping and falling on the floor, this is weird, how am I going to explain this.

Well the other soul whom I presume was a kid just passed THROUGH MY BODY!! We were souls flying all around and literally passing into one another, Ewe.

But that's not what caught my attention. All my attention was drawn for that big GOLDEN gates which was sparkling so bright and was engraved with the letters spelling WELCOME TO NIRVANA. Wow now tats something I wanted to explore and this is the first time from the moment I entered here I spoke something out loud to the angel I guess she was. I called her out and asked her what was behind those gigantic doors.

She replied by first introducing herself, since we officially didn't greet well in the beginning. So she was Sara my tour guide and was in heaven for over decades and had been in this job ever since. She got this position because she was a travel guide in reality.

Now that I knew about her, I started wondering that what would I do? Is this place like another dimension? Where people go to work? And they have been assigned according to their mortal life? If that's the case then what would they ask me to do? Design their outfit? No not a chance, that's not happening.