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Chapter 13

*at hospital*
I feel no pain, I'm in the hospital, that means I didn't die right? I hear crying I follow the sound. it's in room 444 hey 4 is my favorite number, anyways I walk in, I see Harry, Both Cals and the rest of the sidemen. they all look pretty sad,
"Hey guys what happened?" I say walking over to Simon.
No one replies to me. I walk over to the hospital bed to see who the person was. it was me. No wonder one one replied to me, they couldn't hear me! Am I dead?
When I was little I was always so close to death. I wasn't supposed to make it this far. all of the doctors thought I would die. I missed about half of my schooling because I was always in the hospital. I practically lived there half time, whenever I go to a place when it's dark out, mostly in the morning and you have to wake up early, I always feel like I'm going to the hospital.
" Everyone visiting time is over you can come back in a hour" a nurse announced.
Everyone walked out of the room with their heads down.
"I can't say for sure that she will live, but we will do everything we can to prevent er from dying". the nurse said and closed the door. I followed the guys out of the room. Josh still didn't want to cry in front of the guys, even though Harry seemed as if he had been crying I could tell from the circles under his eyes. this was probably the most serious I have ever seen JJ, and one of the only times Vikk wasn't smiling. They all just kind of sat in the waiting room silently. I just want to walk up. but it was kind of cool being invisible I could even walk in the street and no one could run me over. I head back over to the hospital a little while, after going out and doing cool invisible people stuff. I guess they were only letting one person in the room at once because when I got there harry was kneeling at the bed.
" Bella, please, stay. you can't go not when your only 16 that's too young."
"I promise I will try my best to live but I can't do much". I put my hand on his shoulder, he can't feel me but it comforts me.
"Hey you done?". Josh says quietly peeking his head through the door.
"Yeah mate, go ahed". harry said giving Josh a little hug before leaving the room and giving him some privacy.
"Hey, I know you can't hear me...." he paused
"I can hear you, I just can't reply. I'm sorry". I say in audible to everyone.
"Your so beautiful, I hope you know that. I may as well tell you something now, I could never have the guts to tell you if you were actually able to respond but, I love you Bella. Your funny, beautiful, amazing in one thousand different ways I don't know what I would do without you". Just then Josh leans down and kisses me. I can feel it, it tingles on my lips. I'm speechless.