Brother?

Chapter 17

I get off the plane a catch a cab wi the money Rob gave me to get back home. I arrive at the sidemen house, pay the cab driver and walk up to the door. I knock on the door I don't know why, I just don't feel like it's right to walk right in after I've been missing. Simon opens the door and lunges at me wrapping his arms around me. he gives me a kiss on the cheek and then notices that it's just weird and quickly invited me in.
"Are you ok?! We were so worried! Harry went into a nervous break down and didn't really eat anything for a week! Josh cried! Ethan didn't laugh. I'm so glad you're back, tell me everything". We walked into the living room and that's exactly what I did, I told him that he treated me nicely and everything. I just left out the part about him being my x.
"The guys are out at the moment, but I'm calling them. They need to come home right now".
"Hey... How's Harry? And is Josh feeling better? You know about the break up?"
"Yeah Harry's good other that the fact he though you could be dead and went into depression without you and stayed in his room didn't eat or upload for two weeks, other that yeah he's Gucci." Simon called up the guys and they said they would come home right away. Simon and I talked for a bit until the guys came home.
"Dear god I missed you" Picked me up and spun me in a circle holding me close then kissing me on my forehead.
"Bella I'm so glad your safe" Josh says from a distance but give him a big hug. we wraps his arms tightly around me and we stay like that for a while before letting go. I talked about it with the guys. JJ and Tobi were really into the car scenario but the rest of the guys listened to the whole thing. I need to take a shower so I head up stairs and go into my room. we have a large shared bathroom on the upper floor which is nice. the hot water feels nice after the long travel. just as I was in someone opens the door. shit. I forgot to lock the door, I always forget stuff like that.
"Hey don't worry I won't disturb you I just need to go to the washroom." it was Josh. this makes me feel even more uncomfortable.
"Josh can't you just go downstairs?" I ask.
"Nah I'm to lazy I'm leaving anyways, glad we have you back". Josh leaves and I swear as soon as he leaves, the door opens again.
"Hey do you mind if I just go to the washroom?" It's Harry.
"Can anyone have privacy in this house?" I ask
"Nope. I'm just going to take that as a yes".
" Did you really not eat for a week?" I ask
"Um... ya so Simon told you then I guess. I just, I didn't know what to do. My body was mal functioning without you". He says I can hear his confidence in his voice going down.
"You could have eaten." I say. suddenly without warning the shower curtain is pulled open. naturally i cover my body the best I can.
"Your so beautiful, and cute when your shy". Harry says crashing his lips into mine.
We just stand there the water still going in the sower making out. He doesn't seem to care that he's getting soaked from the shower.
"How about you just go to my room and let me finish my shower, I'll be out in a bit". I say breaking the kiss.
"Ok. nice to have you back". He says leaving the bathroom. I finish my shower and walk into my room where Harry was. the only cloths he had on were boxers, I mean his clothes were drenched. I have a feeling he will be sleeping at our place tonight.
I walk over to him and sit down. He looks me in the eyes and then passionately kisses me. I lean into the kiss, it was amazing. it's fair to say that Harry is my first true love. I never felt this way about a guy before. He flips us onto the bed, I just lay there, and he just sits on top of me.
"Are you sure your ready? Because if your not then we don't have to." he asks looking down at me.
"I'm sure" I say.