Brother?

Chapter 14

Josh loves me, i feel like he was using his sadness to get closer to me. wow. But now I feel double bad because he's sad about this break up and he can't be with me, but he loves me. I push that to the back of my head and try to figure out how to get out of half dead mode. In movies and shit you walk into a bright light but the brightest light I have ever seen was when I had my lights off watching YouTube and my mum decided to open my door and window, wow that hurt my eyes. I could try laying down in my body, or maybe I should jump off a cliff in half dead mode or some shit. I try laying down in my body. Josh is still in the room I lay down feel heavy. I think it worked I open my eyes and sure enough I'm back.
"Oh thank got Bella your ok" Josh grabs my hand letting go almost instantly running to get the guys. They all rush in the room. harry runs up to the bed and softly kisses me on my four head. ( idkey how to spell)
"I'm so glad you're ok Bella." Vikk says giving me a little smile.
"Ya you had us worried, why didn't you tell us you had chronic viral asthma?" Simon said.
"I thought I was over it, sorry for worrying you guys." I look over at Josh and he's just looking at his feet.
"I feel ok now. When can I leave?" I ask to no one in particular
"You can leave by 8pm so not to long, they just want to make sure your ok." Josh says quietly, not looking up from his feet.
*******when they leave the hospital*******
"Hey Harry? Can I tell you something?" I ask. I really want to tell him about the fact that I could see everything.
"I could hear and see you guys, you know when I was having my asthma attack. It was like I was out of my body. Well I was, kinda I don't know."
"Well that's cool" Harry said. we drop Harry Cal and Frezzy at their flat on the drive home. I sure hope Josh didn't over hear Harry and I talking about me being able to to see everything. when we got home it was about dinner time to we just put some frozen pizza in the oven and played some FIFA. thy was actually the first time I has ever played FIFA. I only played soccer when I was little so I didn't know the rules anymore. This was a video game though so it was different or IRL, I did really bad, I mean I'm a gamer girl but wow sofas FIFA is NOT my game. I would say it was about 2am everyone was in bed and all that. I heard a sound downstairs and just figured it was one of the guys. the sound for louder and louder maybe I was Josh, his room was right next to mine. I looked up and saw a figure in my door.
"Josh! You scared me please don't so that!" I laughed.
No response.
"Josh mate?" I repeat sitting up in my bead.
Before I knew it the figure I saw at my door was covering my mouth and running me out the door.