It's 1.31am // GOT7

Chapter 33 - Simple

It is now the end of the year and SuperM released a few new songs that they will be performing at various awards. Feeling lucky to work with Kai and Baekhyun, she gets to also look after Lucas and Ten who she knows pretty well now too. The other three members are also very nice to her but she is much less familiar with them.

On her way to the Gaonchart Music Awards with the rest of the team, she messages Mark as she knows GOT7 will also be performing, and feels excited to see them but anxious to see Jaebeom, her feelings for him still untamed. Thinking twice about it, she doesn't want to see him, anticipating emotions will be too overwhelming for her. What if he has moved on? What if he hates her? As the boys get ready in their dressing room, and she talks with Kai, Lucas jumps on her.

L: Noona! Are you excited?

J: I'm focused, but I can see that you are excited, she laughs.

L: Aaahhh! He says a little hysterical, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her gently.

JS: Hello? He says peaking his head through the door.

L: Jackson-hyung!! My homeboy!

JS: Hey Lucas! How are you man? He says now stepping in and shaking his hand.

L: I'm good! Super excited actually.

JS: Where's my girl?

J: Hey Jackson, she says fondly as he gives her a soft hug with no intention to let go.

L: Wow wow wow! She's ours man, he says pulling her in his arms.

J: I am a PERSON! Not a toy! She says firmly, making them scoff.

L: Sorry Jina.

JS: Are you gonna come over to say hi to the others?

J: I'm pretty busy Jackson. I'm sorry, she says shortly feeling anxious but trying to hide it under a cold façade.

JS: Oh sorry. I forget how working Jina is, he says timidly. On a mission. Well good luck for tonight guys. Fighting! He says before leaving the room.

Feeling guilty she might have come across a bit abrupt, she follows him out.

J: Jackson wait! I'm sorry I didn't mean to be mean, she tells him as he turns around to face her.

JS: No, no, don't worry, it's fine. You're working. I should let you get going he says fondly, rubbing her arm.

YJ: Jina?

Suddenly she sees them all slowly appear from behind Jackson, and with nowhere to hide, she feels exposed until her eyes lock on him. His timid smile and loving gaze overwhelm her. She knew she was likely to see him today, and she was anticipating to feel overwhelmed, but seeing him in the flesh after so many months without being blessed by the sight of his perfect face, what she imagined she would experience was only a mere portion of the bursting sensations taking over her whole body. Her mouth dry, sweaty palms, racing heart, tight stomach, clenched throat and her ever so noticeable trembling frame are a few of the symptoms she hadn't thought about. Hearing the voices around her, she cannot focus on what they say but still makes humming noises, making them think she is listening. But she only sees him, as he looks beautiful, soft and sad, but still forcing a smile. Visualising herself pushing them all out of way to reach him, hold him, kiss him, feeling his hands on her, she realises it is time for her to go, unable to stay there another second. Her eyes start to feel the imminent arrival of tears and it's the cue for her to leave. Desperate to disappear now, she walks back towards the dressing room waving at them.

J: Yeah! Yeah. It was great... see you... hope you enjoy the show. Good luck... performance... miss you... Bye, she babbles, closing the dressing room door.