Bound With Confusion (GxG)

Chapter 2

Days have passed and everything is going smoothly, well except for the fact that Yohan is really getting busy.

Tulad ng sabi niya, magiging busy siya dahil magttrabaho siya para sa amin ni baby. And I find that really sweet knowing that he's doing everything for our child.

Ako naman since my parents own the company na pinagttrabahuhan ko ay nagpaalam kay Dad na dito muna ako sa unit magttrabaho. Alam naman nila Dad na buntis ako that's why there's no more questions asked.

I'm currently cooking my dinner and I decided to text Yohan to know kung makakauwi siya ng maaga ngayong gabi. Hindi na kasi kami nagkakasabay kumain dahil kapag umuuwi siya ay tulog na ako at sa umaga naman ay pagkagising ko ay paalis na siya kaya gusto ko ay magkasama kami ngayong kakain.

To Yohan Babe:

Makakauwi ka ba ng maaga ngayong gabi babe? Gusto ko sanang makasabay ka magdinner.

After I sent the message bumalik na ako sa niluluto ko, I decided to cook Sinigang na hipon. Ewan ko ba, pero sobrang nagccrave ako sa mga seafoods and since wala si Yohan dito ay si Kuya or si Ziera, ang bestfriend ko, ang napipilitan na magdala sakin ng mga pinaglilihian kong pagkain. No choice naman sila since sila ang nagsuggest non haha.

It took him minutes to reply, at sobrang iksi ng reply niya.

From Yohan Babe:

I can't, sorry. I'm busy.

Hays, mag-isa nanaman akong kakain. Kapag tapos na ako sa mga trabaho ko I can't help it but to feel really bored since I'm all alone in our unit. Sometimes I will call Ziera or Kuya to come over here para lang may makasama at makausap ako pero siyempre may ginagawa din naman sila sa buhay nila kaya minsan hindi nila mapagbigyan yung mga request ko.

Eating alone makes me think of a lot of things. At gusto ko nalang batukan ang sarili ko dahil kung ano-ano na talaga ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Seriously? Naisip ko talagang baka may babae si Yohan? Eh sinabi niya na nga sakin na para sa baby namin yon.

Hay nako, kaya ayaw kong naiiwang mag-isa ehh. Nag-oover think ako and that is one of my bad habit, andami ko ng nasaktan sa ugali kong yan kaya ayaw ko muna siya ientertain ngayon kasi ayokong magkaproblema kami ni Yohan dahil sa kakaoverthink ko.

Natapos akong kumain at dahil ako lang naman mag-isa dito at wala na akong ibang magagawa pagkatapos ko hugasan ang pinagkainan ko ay naglinis nalang ako ng katawan at nahiga sa kama. Kung ano-ano nalang ang iniisip ko kung kaya't hindi ko napansin na nakatulog na ako.

Nagising ako ay sobrang dilim na sa labas, I looked at the alarm clock on the table just beside the bed only to see that it's already 11 in the evening. At wala pa rin ni-anino ni Yohan. I checked my phone only to see na may text si Yohan.

From Yohan Babe:

I can't go home right now, I'll be staying at my office so don't wait for me.

Not bothering to over think again, I let my self to fall in my slumber only to be waken up again because of this dream that I'm not ready to think of.

I got up from the bed and go to the kitchen to drink a water. Ang panaginip na yon, or more likely alala, ay hindi ko nais na balikan. I've change myself for which I think is the better.

With that in mind I decided to call Ziera, "Hey missy." i said as soon as she answered the phone.

"What the heck is your problem?! Why do you need to call me at this time? Seriously?!! 3 A.M in the fucking morning??" she immediately shouted which makes me laugh knowing na nagising ko siya.

"I dreamt of it again." i simply said which shut her up for a minute.

"Fine! I'll be there in thirty. Don't do anything nasty or I'll kill you myself. Understood?"

"Yes mom!" sabay tawa ng mahina. Pinatay ko yung tawag saka napagpasyahang magluto nalang ng makakain naming dalawa which will also serve as our early breakfast since I know na hindi na kami makakabalik sa pagtulog, specially in my case.

HEARING the doorbell rang makes me laugh so hard, sabi niya thirty minutes but it only took her fifteen minutes to get here. Pinag-iisipan nanaman ako ng masama no'n for sure kaya minadali ang pagpunta.

Naglakad ako papuntang pinto ng unit habang natawa pa rin. I opened the door and didn't get much surprised with her as she scan my whole body like she is looking for something I would've probably do to myself.

"Hey, hey, I'm fine Ziera. I'm okay, you don't need to worry so much."

"Hindi mo maiaalis sakin yon, I've known you all my life and I knew better than to not check if you have wounds or not," she exclaimed with a sigh, "and thank goodness you have none, nako Yxella sinasabi ko sayo ah. Makita ko lang talaga puro sugat ka nanaman malilintikan ka sakin." may kasamang pagbabantang sabi niya with matching death glares pa and we burst out laughing dahil sa mga sinabi niya.

"Missy, it's as if you can really hurt me in any way possible. You are much more protective than my brother at tingin mo maniniwala ako sayong masasaktan mo ako? Don't me missy hahaha." sabi ko habang natawa.

"Sabi ko nga, hindi nga kita masasaktan but I can assure you na gagawin ko ang lahat para lang mapigilan kang saktan ang sarili mo ever again," she turned serious again, "If I have to sedate you then I will just to take care of you."

"Don't make me cry now missy," then I playfully punch her shoulders, "I can't promise that I won't ever do it again but I can promise you that I will call you whenever the urges to do that came back."

"You better keep your promise Yxella or I will really sedate you." she seriously looked in my eyes and I can see in them that she is hoping that I will really do it and I can't see her crying so I intend to keep that promise.

"I promise."