A Silent Voice Shoya Ishida x reader

Chp. 9 🌌

  I've been feeling empty since what happened at the bridge. It wasn't Nishimiya's fault, or Ishida's too. Back then, Nishimiya only wanted the bullying to stop, so she went and told the teachers. Ueno's blaming on her that Ishida had to go through trouble.
  Ishida on the other hand, alredy apologized, and he's trying to change to be a better person. It's not his fault. It's none of them.
I feel useless. I didn't do anything back then to stop it.
Suddenly I tripped on something and fell.
"Dang it!" I wasn't paying attention, and tripped on a rock.
As I got up, I realised that I was at the bridge again. This time, it was empty. I motioned myself towards it, and sat on a bench. Watching the fishes glide freely in the clear water relaxed my mind. I bet they don't have to worry about any situations, and just swim as much as they want to.
  "Hey there (Y/N),"
  I snapped out of my daydream to see Yuzuru, in a school uniform?
"Why are you wearing a uniform?" I asked.
"School, duh" she answered, twirling in her outfit.
"Um, it's summer break Yuzuru chan," I reminded.
  Something's off with her.
"Seriously, what's wrong?" I prompted
"Wait, message from Nishimiya san, need to go now," Yuzuru said, looking at her phone.
"Let me take you there," I told her.
"You don't have to,"
"C'mon I want to. I don't have much to do,"
"You sound like my grandma. Don't do that," she murmured.
"Just let me. I care about you guys," I insisted.
"Fine then," Yuzuru gave in,"let's go."
We walked in silence, until Yuzuru stopped.
"Its okay now. You can go," she said, as she went away.
I looked at the sign behind her that read, 'Ito Nishimiya Funeral'. Wait, it's their grandmother!
All of a sudden I felt a wave of sadness and grief wash through me. Their grandma was so nice and sweet to me, now she's gone. Well, at least she's in peace from this cruel world now.
"(Y/N),"
I was going back when Yuzuru called me again.
"Mm?" I responed.
"Actually, I'm still scared," she timidly said.

While taking Yuzuru there, I also ended up attending their grandmother's funeral. I kept my head down to be polite, as the Nishimiyas prayed. I felt sad too, because their grandma was like my own too.
  I was ouside, when a white butterfly landed on my nose. I just stayed still, and stared at it, until it flew away. As I followed my eyes to the butterfly, I la ded on Yuzuru's finger, and then flew past Nishimiya. I'm still glad they're here. Otherwise, I would feel alone without them. We met eyes, and smiled at eachother.

'Would you like to go somewhere (Y/N)?' I read the text from Ishida.
Maybe going somewhere with him would distract me from all this sadness. I can be more closer to him too.
'Alright then.' I texted back.

Ishida and I walked into the trees, and it was really peaceful.
"So Ishida, how's Maria?" I asked, starting a conversation.
"Oh she's fine, but her parents are not back yet," he answered.
"Your sister and her husband?"
"Yeah,"
"I think your sister married really early,"
  "Oh, yeah I thought so too, but she seems confident that their family would be forever,"
  "Yeah, thats sweet too,"
  Ishida walked forward, faster than me.
  "C'mon (Y/N), lets go," he said.
  Ishida was going to comeback when he slid and fell.
  "Ishida!" I yelled as I ran towards him, and managed to grab his hand before he completely slid off.
  "Sorry, that scared me," he sheepishly said, still flat on the ground.
  "Careful next time!" I exclaimed as I kneeled infront of him.
  He sat up, still wincing from the fall. I suddenly held his hands, which made him blush a little. That's when we met eyes. I looked into those clear leaf green eyes, almost mesmerised by it. Ther was only silence, as the green orbs met into the (E/C) ones. I didn't know what to feel, as Ishida's face slowly came closer to mine. I leaned a little closer too, until our faces were only a few centimeters away. Ishoda suddenly snapped into reality, and looked away, his face completely red. I realised what we were doing, and immediately stood up, face red as tomato.
  "Oh uh, we need to go now, its getting late,"Ishida said, as he also stood up.
  Back at home, I ciuldn't erase the memory of what happened. And thats when I finally got it. I'M IN LOVE WITH ISHIDA.