hikyuu fanfic kaGAYhina

later

I'm now walking to school after having to several times constantly convince that no one needed to drive me. Besides I liked the little time I got alone from people, the little time I didnt have to do anything for anyone. The little time I could just exist without having to wear a mask or play some role.

The day before my aunt told me the way to school, and drove me there to look at it. Which really isnt necessary seeing as tho it's just down the road to the left.

I meet the gate of the school and slowly walk in. this is the part I've kinda been dreading, the part were I have to meet new people. Dont get me wrong I love making friends and being a happy person. I just didtn like the whole 'first impression' kinda thing. It made me nervous, and I didnt think you could judge someone based off the first thing they say.

I walk to my first class 1-A
(Teehee see what I did there)

I went through my first two periods being introduced as the new kid and told a little bit about myself. I got to my third class and was getting a little tired of this, but still people ig wanted to know the new kid, so I pressed on.

I feel like it started to become an interview, or some kinda interrogation thing, people started to ask all kinds of questions, some were personal and some weren't that personal. It was getting a little wierd when I picked a hand in the back who's face in couldn't quite see.

"Yes you in the back" I say as pointing to the person in the back. "Are you gay?" The teacher shot up and out of there seat to this. "Ok that's enough" she said with a smile that said 'im not gonna make you out yourself in front of so many people'

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The day kept going till I got to lunch. "HEY!!! HINATA" I turn around to see a green haired boy with to many freckles to count. I walk over to him and some guy with blonde hair smirking at some guy with balck hair and black eyes.

I walk over to him smiling. "Hey, I swear I saw you guys in some of my classes, what's your name?" I ask as I slowly sit down by the balck haired one so I can see the freckled guy.

"I'm yamaguchi, this is tsukishima, and this is kageyama" he said pointing to each one hes talking about.

Tsukishima butted in, "so about that question earlier you never got around to answer it" I pause cause I know exactly what hes talk about but just answer, "there were so many, I couldn't keep track of all of them, which one are you referring to"

He looks at me with the exact expression he was showing kageyama. "You know, the whole you being gay thing, its true isnt it" a blush slowly crept to my face. And I just blinked at him in surprise, hes just jumping to conclusions like that.

"I-I mean no, t-technicaly no" he just looked at me with a dull face and said "ok". Yamaguchi on the other hand didnt see convinced. I could see it all over his face. Like he was staring into my soul to find the answer. Kageyama still had the same face as before I sat down.

"U-um what about you guys, are you-"

Then the bell rung. Saved by the bell from this awkward convo.

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I went through the day like any other school, I got to know all of them a little more and they gave me thier numbers.

I'm now walking home and singing random things in my head. As I walk in the house theres still some people there just taking care of the house. Although I didn't see anything wrong with it. I wave then hi as I walk to my room. I walk in to see some of the things from my old bedroom. Everything was out up somewere seeing as though my closet was now full with my old clothes, even though it only took up a small portion, because my closet was more like a smaller room.

I walk over to my bed as a shoe size box is just sitting on it. I immediately recognize it as my old box of journals from middle school. I become nostalgic as I go through my notebooks. They were full of my old songs I wrote. I flip through my note book sitting on my bed as I come across one I really liked. I got an idea and i set up a small space in my room to record myself

It take me a second to get my voice ready, considering I haven't sung any of my songs in a long while. 'Ok here we go' I think to myself as I press record

Hey...guess we havent talked in awhile, mabye you be been missing my smile, but lately that's been harder to doo,

I...see that you've been talking with her...why, bet you dont even remember
Guess that's what happens with you

All my friends they've worn me you were no good, but I never believed that you would....

Be the player that plays with the games in our heads, the faker that makes you do things you'll regret

The player
Player

The player
Player

The person that leads you to think they are real, leading you on to control how you feel, the breaker, breaker, like the player, you are...

Did....you actually think that I cared enough...to spend all my hours thinkin of us... oh boy you got it all wrong

Just..wanted to let you know, I'm fed up, with if the 3am talk cause...they dragged on for, way to long,

All my friends they warned me, you were no good, but I didn't belive that you would....

Be the player that plays with the games in our head, the faker to make you do things you'll regret,

The player
Player

The player
Player

The person to lead you, to think they are real, leading you on to control how you feel, ther breaker, breaker

Like the player.....you are

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I slowly reach for the camera to turn it off. I sit ther watching it over and over and over again. Debating if I should post it or not. My mind wonders as I just think to myself, "oh screw it, you only live once, besides you only have like a 1 in a million chance to get famous, so I dont gotta worry"

I press the button and upload as I take a shower and go to bed
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Authors note:
Teehee, its finnaly the moment he posts his first song, btw this song is relevant, I didnt just pick a random song lol.

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