Hate Me (Sangwoo And Yoonbum Ambw)

Chapter Four

Carla's Pov
The throbbing pain throughout my body intensify slowly, almost like this thumping over and over, the sudden heavy shift of my eyes fluttered open.

I winced a little trying to adjust my vision before I glanced down at my body. First noticing a few things, my shirt had been completely torn through.

I was in nothing but my underwear and bra a large bandage was wrapped all the way around my stomach, my arms also having the same bandages around them, and curled up into my side was a fast asleep Yoonbum who looked to have a lot of tears leaving him dried ones.

Everything came rushing back to me at such a fast rate. The stabbing myself and trying to kill myself.

Sangwoo holding me down. Fear shook into my eyes when I quickly looked around Sangwoo's room for him knowing this was just another thing to knock on the head.

Sangwoo was gonna make sure I suffered. If he didn't already make Yoonbum. I lifted my trembling hand up shaking the sleeping boy slowly. "Bum," I whispered quietly seeing his entire face scrunch up deeply before his eyes fluttered open and he was looking up at me with half lid eyes before he gasped sitting up with a deep wince.

"Carla! Oh, thank goodness you are okay I was so worried about you." I was in so much shock at the sudden feeling of his skinny body hugging me tightly more tears leaking from him while he wept.

"T-there was so much blood and I thought you were dead... I never have seen Sangwoo that scared he spent all night giving you pain meds and patching you up why would you do that?" Yoonbum demanded to me in a soft voice, I was confused at first before I then slide my own arms to wrap around him squeezing him back.

"I... I didn't wanna go through this anymore Yoonbum... The rapes... The beating I don't know if I can't take it... And then you hate me and I just it's too much I thought dying would stop it." Yoonbum tensed up just a bit before he pulled back looking at me sadly.

"Carla I don't hate you I admire you actually... You are the strongest girl I know... I should be protecting you I'm not much of a man since I can't even do that when I first met you I was a little jealous of you but... I don't know what it is." Yoonbum stared at me gently.

"Yoonbum you don't have to protect me silly... I should be protecting you," I smiled at him sadly pressing my forehead onto his gently, feeling his breath hitch just a tiny bit before he then kept his forehead on mine.

"Please don't leave me alone with him... Please I can't handle it." I shut my eyes again never really noticing how sweet he was until now.

"I won't leave you alone to suffer through this alone... Just give me some time Yoonbum and I'll find a way to get us both out. " I reassured him I kept hugging him since his body was still trembling, "No he'll just hurt us more I've tried..." I just shushed him quietly.

Before the both us pulled away from the slightly intimate hug when I could hear the sound of a plastic bag falling before I heard heavy footsteps rushing over towards me, I looked in shocked when Sangwoo's large arms wrapped around me hugging me quite tightly I thought my body couldn't handle it.

"Oh, Carla you are awake... You were knocked out for days I thought you were dead, don't ever do that again you aren't allowed near knives anymore." I carefully hugged Sangwoo back now recalling, I had to play along with this fantasy of his if I was ever gonna help Yoonbum and myself I had to play along, and take the pain even when it hurt.

"I'm sorry Sangwoo I was just being stupid." I apologized to him shivering slightly when his large hands stroked at my short hair feeling him squeeze me even tighter.

"I mean it don't do that again you idiot, are you really trying to leave our family? We are a family." My eyes grew wide and I looked over at Yoonbum who was sitting back on his thighs, He nodded his head at me when he noticed my eyes were wide when both our gazes met.

Go along with it. He mouthed to me. I breathed in just a tad bit roughly before my hands that held little knife marks from the encounter rubbed up and down his back slowly.

"Of course we are are a family Sangwoo, a beautiful family," I whispered still running his back nice and slow shutting my eyes letting my thoughts drift over and over.