Hate Me (Sangwoo And Yoonbum Ambw)

Chapter Five

Carla's Pov
Such a strange dynamic... Yet I wasn't one to judge anyone or anything. I wanted to go home I didn't even know how long I had been here, but it was long enough that I wanted out.

Stockholm Syndrome was very much real even though I hated Sangwoo's guts I cared about him as well. It was like this switch with him.

He could be soft and cuddle you and compliment you like a normal guy, even apologize briefly, but then it was like a huge switch and he was beating and yelling so many insults, torturing you.

Sangwoo was just this one big step of outside freedom that I knew I wasn't gonna have for a while. Sangwoo had this little daily routine and I wasn't allowed in the kitchen anymore without supervision, I wasn't allowed near knives.

I wasn't allowed back in the basement by myself I wasn't allowed near anything that that would potentially be used as an attempt of me trying to kill myself, and during the times with Sangwoo gone during the days me and Yoonbum grew closer.

I learned about how long he had been with Sangwoo, he even went into details with a red face explaining how he guessed the password and how he encountered Sangwoo.

He told me all the really intense details and I listened sitting on the floor of the kitchen with Yoonbum sitting next to me playing with the skirt a bit avoiding eye contact.

Yoonbum was oddly attractive. And I couldn't put my finger on it. Everyone was attractive in their own way.

"Bum." I called out gently to him, almost right away his eyes shot up to gaze at me "Yes. " He spoke flashing me a gentle smile, looking at me worried.

"Have you ever been with a girl?" I asked him seeing his black eyes grow wide so quick, he shook his head extremely fast looking away shyly. I had even seen him shift the way he was sitting.

"Girls are extremely beautiful... But I never have had the guts to talk to them, once I did when I was in high school but... Yeah, girls are scary minus you." He faced the wall more avoiding a lot of eye contact. "I use to think I was gay... But then after spending time with you Carla... I've been having urges to kiss you." I blinked looking at Yoonbum in surprise.

"You wanna kiss me?" He once again was quiet but then have a quick head nod his entire face red. I carefully spun my body around and made him lift his chin up.

I didn't know why but I pressed my lips sweetly over his lips his eyes were still wide and his mouth was almost wide open on my lips before he squeezed his eyes shut returning the light kiss slowly.

I wasn't aggressive with the kiss like how Sangwoo was with either of us. And it seemed Yoonbum noticed.

He didn't know where to place his hands so he shyly placed them on my sore hips. The kiss lasted a few minutes before Yoonbum broke the kiss gently sliding the shirt down to look at the purple bruises on my hips.

"Did... Did he do that?" Yoonbum whispered with sadness in his voice flicking his eyes back at me slowly. I inhaled a bit but nodded my head slowly.

"He let me sit out on the porch with him but then I tried to escape and he chased me halfway down the street," I admitted. It was crazy to think that me and Yoonbum both tried to escape in our different ways.

"What happened.." I sighed roughly, "I am quite positive Sangwoo knocked me out, but our punishments are different, Sangwoo will hit me but it's more sexual punishments he said I was lucky he didn't break my hips so during sex he gripped my hips." I muttered.

I honestly was ashamed of myself It use to be so easy fighting back, but Sangwoo was so charming to everyone around him, he even managed to go back to my dorm and convince everyone, my mom including that I was fine and that he was my 'boyfriend' and that I was living with him.

"I'm sorry." Yoonbum looked at me little tears leaving him. "I... I wanna protect you Carla you are so sweet... I think I like you... Please I promise I'll do better to protect you." My eyes followed Yoonbum seeing him move closer to me before he wrapped his arms around me before he rested his head on top of my covered up breast his soft hand rubbing at the bruise on my hips.

"I like you... Do you believe if we met outside here you would like me too..." I carefully rested my head on top of Yoonbum's his demeanor was so crazy different from Sangwoo. So shy and carefree.

"Yeah, Yoonbum I believe I would," I whispered returning the hug. Yoonbum lifted his head up once again to kiss me again moving his lips with mine "I promise... When Sangwoo isn't here my touch will be gentle... I hope one day you'll let me touch you in a gentle way." I stated at Yoonbum in shock my heart suddenly growing in speed.

Before the both is us pulled and yanked away from each other's embrace at the loud slamming of the door.

"I'm home!" I stared at Yoonbum with tired eyes when he gestured for me to pretend to clean, while he moved back to start pouring all the stuff he had prepared for dinner.

I grabbed the rag pressing it on the floor hearing Sangwoo enter, he greeted Yoonbum before he walked near me patting my head deeply.

"Did you miss me? I know I missed you, look at that? You are healing that quick, I thought I had accidentally torn something inside." I suddenly gasped when I remembered that. Any kind of abuse was terrible, but in my mind sexual abuse was ten times worst.