Will I remember?

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"(A/N) sorry guys but I'm going to start using first person point of view for the story now. Sorry to suddenly change it"
Your POV
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I woke up when I heard a knock at my door. "Who is it," I asked. "It's Maka," Maka said. I opened the door and Maka came in. "You ready for school today," she asked. "Yup! Maybe I'll get to meet those people from my diary! But maybe I'd prefer to stay away from black star, he sounds like he's annoying," I said. "Trust me he is," she said. You both laughed. Then, we heard the door bell. "It's kid," soul said. Then kid came into my room. "Big bro," I said happily and hugged him. "Good morning (y/n). How are you feeling," he asked. "I'm doing good! Oh and yesterday I met someone and I learned something," I said. "Really, who'd you meet," he asked. "His names Soul Eater. He's cool but in my diary it says I knew him and my bracelet had his name. But I don't know him," I said. "Don't push yourself, you'll remember," he said. "Now what'd you learn," he asked. "Oh I learned that when I read things from my diary, I don't get headaches," I said. "Interesting," he said. "Yup," I said. "(Y/N) you have to get ready for school," Maka said. "That's right," I said. "I'll wait in the living room," kid said and left.
Souls POV
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"Why did you come here kid," I asked. "To walk (y/n) to school," he said. "You know me and Maka can take her," I said almost losing my cool. "Do you really think she wants a guy she just met to take her to school," he said coldly. I clenched my fists. "Kid, that's mean," Maka said. "Besides it's not like anyone wanted this to happen to her," she said. "But still why did she remember kid and not me," I asked angrily. "I doubt it was her choice," Maka said. Then (y/n) came to the living room with her head down. "what's wrong (y/n)," I asked worriedly. "I'm so sorry everyone," she said and started crying. "Why are you sorry," Maka asked as she went to her side and patted her back. "I-I picked kid on purpose," she said. "What do you mean," kid asked. "While you guys were talking, I remembered a lady telling me that I could only remember one person that I wanted to remember," she said. "Why would you pick me," kid asked as he hugged (y/n). "Because I trusted you to lead me to someone,but I can't remember who," she said frustratedly. "Don't worry," Maka said. "No! I have to worry! You don't know what it's like Maka! Not being able to remember the people you cared about! You don't know what it's like to get images of people you don't remember popping into your head," she said angrily. "I saw memories of someone kissing me, someone helping choose clothes, music and dancing, people laughing, someone standing on the teachers desk, it's a horrible feeling,"she said and started to cry. "But, I read my diary again and it said that I trusted one person more than anyone else," she said as she lightly pushed kid away. "That was you soul. It described a boy with soft snow white hair and eyes that were crimson red but glowed in the moonlight," she said. "I don't know what I am to you soul but I hope I can remember. But right now, can you tell me..... What are you to me. How are we connected," she asked. That was the last straw. I started to make Maka let go of my arm. "Maka! Let me go," I said angrily. "Soul! You can't! She could have a break down," Maka said. "Soul! Calm down! Think about what you're doing," kid said. "I don't give a damn! Now let me go," I said. "Let him go," (y/n) said. "But (y/n)-," she cut Maka off and said," I want answers and I know that I can control myself." Then Maka sighed and let go of me. I immediately went to hug (y/n). "S-Soul," she said. "Do you really want to know so many things that you'd risk hurting yourself," I said. "There's something I'm missing that's making me feel empty. If I can remember then maybe all my other memories will come back," she said. "You never changed, even though you lost your memories," I said. "What do you mean," she asked. "You're still the same stubborn girl I knew," I said. "This feels familiar you know," she said. I hugged her tighter. "Do you really want to know what you are to me," I asked. "Yeah," she said. "You're the person I couldn't live without, I'm the one that promised to keep you safe," I said. She stayed quiet. "Don't riddle it, then it's hard to figure out," she said with a faint smile. "Alright. You asked what I am to you, I'm your boyfriend," I said. She stayed quiet. Then she held her head. Then she started whimpering. "S-Soul please make the pain go away," she said sad tears fell from her eyes. "I told you! You idiot," kid said. I looked back at (y/n) and said," (y/n)! Look at me!" She opened one of her eyes and I said,"focus on me! Focus on what's going on right now!" I put my hands on her shoulders. After a moment, she put her hands on mine. "S-See I'm fine," she said. "Yeah but what if we couldn't help you?! You could've had a break down (y/n) or you could've gone into a coma," Maka said. "But-," I cut her off by saying,"It's not her fault.... It's mine." "S-Soul," she whispered. I let go of her shoulders and said," I think it's better I don't say anything else until you have your memories back." Then I went back to my room.
(Y/N)S POV
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I stood there shocked. "I barely found out I had a boyfriend and you guys made him feel like shit," I said angrily. "Idiot! You could've had a break down and ended up in a coma," kid yelled. "But I'm not kid! I'm perfectly fine," you said angrily. Maka and kid stood there in shock. "You guys should go to school, we'll meet you there," you said as you went to go knock on souls room door. "What," he said. "C-Can I come in," I asked. "Sure," he said. I opened the door and saw soul on his bed. I closed the door and stayed leaning on the door. "What's up," he said. "You're mad at yourself aren't you," I asked. No response. "It's not your fault soul. I only had a minor headache," I said. "You were crying," he said as he looked at you. "I-I..... Okay so I did get a headache and cried, big deal but I'm fine. And I got a few memories back," I said. He didn't say anything. Then I looked at his eyes and muttered," they really do glow." He laughed a little. "W-What's so funny," I asked. "You told me that once and it was here too," he said. "O-Oh," I said. "Anyways what'd you remember," he asked. "Ummmm I remember being here with you and decorating a Christmas tree and both of us saying we loved each other, and we.....w-we," I couldn't finishe the rest off. "We what," soul asked. "W-We......*face gets red* we were kissing and holding hands," I said as I played with my fingers and stared at the ground. "Come here," he said and moved over a little. I went and sat on his bed. "I missed you so much (y/n)," he said. "I missed you too Soul," I said as a tear left my eye. He wiped the tear away with his thumb and said,"Don't cry." Then he, somehow without me noticing, put me laying down on his bed with him. "I love you (y/n)," he said. "I love you too soul," the words naturally left my mouth. "Would you mind if I kissed you right now," he asked. You blushed and shook your head. Then he pulled you close to him and kissed you. It was nice until a certain someone kicked open souls room door. "What the hell soul?! She just found out something and-," Kid cut himself off and got red. "S-S-Sorry for interrupting," he said as he left. "Let's stay home together,"you muttered. Soul was shocked and said," home?" You nodded. "Together?" You nodded. "And you're okay with that?" You nodded. "Then that's fine with me." He kissed you again. "Will I ever remember everything," I asked. "Of course you will," he said. Then you fell asleep in your lovers arms.

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