Unbreak (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

Ch. 7

Jordan avoided Gabby for the past week. She didn't eat her breakfast and let Gabby opened the coffee shop by herself. She didn't come out from her room unless when she needed to go to the bar because the memories of Olivia came back to her mind every second.

Jordan laid down on her back, looking up the ceiling in the middle of the night, trying to forget about her past but she ended up falling asleep.

"Baby?" Olivia kissed Jordan's cheek when they were in their room.

"Yeah?" Jordan played with Olivia's hand and kissed her knuckle lovingly.

"I love you so much." Olivia said truthfully.

Jordan smiled, she was never deeply in love with someone before. And she was grateful she met Olivia, grateful for their three years relationship and one year of being her fiancée.

Jordan kissed Olivia's lips softly. God, she would never get tired of kissing this woman for her entire life. Jordan opened her eyes, looking into Olivia's eyes and she saw nothing but love and love only.

"I love you too, baby." Jordan replied seriously.

"Nothing can tear us apart." Olivia said.

"Nothing and no one." Jordan added.

They closed their eyes, cuddling each other, smelled each other's scent and interlocked their fingers. Olivia placed her head on the crook of Jordan's neck, kissing Jordan's neck to tease her fiancée, she knew where Jordan's favorite spot was and she was happy because Jordan started to moan.

"I love you so much, Jordy." Olivia said.

Jordan bolted up from her sudden memory of Olivia, she looked at the clock and it was already four in the morning. She panted hard, looking around her room while composing herself before getting up and walked to the kitchen to grab a glass of water.

The memories of Olivia kept coming back since Gabby called her nickname Olivia had given to her when they were in a relationship. Jordan closed her eyes, took a deep breath and let it go slowly.

But she startled when someone called her. Crap, what is she doing at 4am? Jordan thought to herself.

"Hey, princess." Jordan smiled halfheartedly. "What are you up so early?" Jordan kneeled down to -almost- the same level as Allie.

Allie shook her head, hugging her teddy bear. "Can I sleep with you?"

Jordan raised her brows. It was the umpteenth time Allie came to her to sleep with her, she knew she needed to get used to it but it still felt weird, Allie wasn't her child yet she asked to sleep with her instead with her own mother.

"Why don't you sleep with your mommy, princess?" Jordan asked, she tucked Allie's stray hair behind her little ear.

"I want to sleep with you." Allie pouted. "No reason."

Jordan smiled, her heart melt because of Allie's innocence. "Come here."

Allie hugged Jordan and Jordan lifted Allie up and patted her back while singing a lullaby. It was too early for the both of them and they needed to sleep again. Jordan took Allie to her bedroom and laid beside the little girl who gave her a smile.

"I love you Jordan." Allie said before she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep again.

Jordan wanted to say something to reply Allie's word but nothing came out from her mouth. She felt like she had a big lump in her throat and she couldn't say anything except clearing her throat.

She didn't realize that her eyes started to water a little bit, this little girl loved her and she didn't know what to do. She just smiled and kissed Allie's forehead before she drifted back to sleep.

Gabby woke up too early because she needed to pee. She wasn't surprised anymore when she couldn't find Allie in the same bed because her daughter always slept with Jordan, she didn't know why, she didn't feel jealous but she found it weird. Here they were, living for almost a month with a stranger who happened to be their savior and her daughter already loved Jordan even though herself and Jordan wasn't in a good terms lately.

Gabby wanted to apologize to Jordan for crossing the line but she didn't have the chance. Jordan avoided her all day and she barely saw her in the house and it hurt her seeing Jordan gave her a cold shoulder.

Gabby opened Jordan's bedroom and found her baby girl being hugged lovingly by Jordan. A smile spread across Gabby's face, she was happy Jordan was okay with Allie and they were good together.

Jordan's right arm was crossing Allie's leg and her lips touched Ally's head. Allie was still hugging her teddy bear but she felt like she was comfortable sleeping with Jordan, Allie scrunched her nose and nuzzled her head closer to Jordan.

Gabby was standing there, not knowing what to do. It was still 5am, too early too cook breakfast for the three of them even though Jordan never ate her breakfast again for the past week.

Gabby didn't know what brought her to lay down next to Allie. She hugged her daughter and realized she was so close to Jordan. She looked at Jordan's face carefully, and she still found it beautiful every single day.

Gabby didn't know that seeing Jordan could make her drifted to sleep and she let the darkness consumed her slowly.

Jordan stirred her body because she felt something odd around her. She knew she was sleeping with Allie but when she opened her eyes, she startled a bit.

What the fuck? She thought to herself. Here she was, laying on bed with Allie and her mother. What the fuck is she doing here? Jordan asked herself. She sighed, hell, this is awkward.

Jordan wanted to move but she couldn't. Great. She rolled her eyes. Now it's a total awkward. She sighed heavily. Allie slept on her side, hugging Jordan tightly and nuzzled to her chest while Gabby was so goddamn close to her, even their head touched each other. Gabby snuggled her too, she was right behind Allie and hugged her own daughter so practically they were super close.

Jordan couldn't move, if she moved even a bit, Allie would pull her closer and she didn't want to wake Gabby up because she didn't know what to do if they faced each other on this awkward position.

Jordan rubbed her face, she sighed again. She looked at Allie who slept peacefully around her, then she averted her gaze from Allie to Gabby. She knew Gabby unintentionally called her like Olivia did and she was so cruel for ignoring her for a week, she knew Gabby was a good person and she wanted to talk to her when she woke up but for now, she didn't want to wake up like this because it would be so awkward for them.

When her alarm went off, she pretended to sleep again so she didn't have to see Gabby when the younger woman woke up. Awkward would be an understatement.

Jordan knew Gabby had already woken up once her alarm went off, Gabby stayed in her room for a moment before she got up from the bed. Gabby started to walk to the kitchen for preparing a breakfast but she stopped when she heard Jordan called her.

"Can we talk?"