Unbreak (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

Ch. 11

Allie sat on Jordan's bed, she held something she found earlier inside one of Jordan's drawer. But then she laid down again, her back was on Jordan's chest. Jordan winced a bit before she noticed that this was just Allie.

Jordan pulled Allie closer, Allie giggled and Jordan kissed the back of the little girl's head. She never felt this way, it was like more than anything. She felt like Allie was her own daughter which was weird because she never had the chance to do such labor thing but she definitely felt the bond between the little girl and herself.

Jordan glanced at the thing Allie had held. "What is that, Allie?"

"Who is this?" Allie showed Jordan a picture.

Jordan startled a bit. How did she find this picture? Jordan thought to herself. She hid the picture because she didn't want to look at the picture anymore but now she was facing it when she wasn't even ready to look at it.

It was her and Olivia when she proposed to her. Olivia covered her mouth and Jordan was down on one knee with a huge smiled on her face. Jordan smiled unconsciously, the memory rushed back into her mind.

"This is me." Jordan pointed the one who down on one knee. "And this is my fiancée."

Allie looked up to see Jordan. "Where is your fiancée now?"

Jordan stayed quiet for a while. She knew Olivia was buried six feet under the ground but she always kept her status so people wouldn't hit on her and she protected herself from getting hurt. Even though she didn't wear her engagement ring, she kept the 'fiancée thing' so that Olivia could live here with her every single day.

"She is far away from here, princess." Jordan replied. "Way too far."

"Why don't you ask her to come here?" Allie asked innocently.

Jordan bit her bottom lip to suppress her tears from falling. "I wish I could bring her back, princess."

Gabby was standing in front of Jordan's room and about to open the door. She heard the conversation between her daughter and Jordan. She didn't know that Jordan had a fiancée which might be on a long distance relationship.

Her heart sank. Her mind suddenly occupied with everything. Why didn't she tell me that she has a fiancée? Why did she let us live here in the first place?

Gabby was still standing outside Jordan's room and she heard another conversation which made her heart ache all of sudden when she heard the confession.

"Why are you crying, Jordan?" She heard her daughter asked.

"Because I missed her so much."

"Ask her to come here, Jordan. She looks so pretty. Can I play with her? Will she buy me an ice cream?" Allie's excitement voice filled the house when the two adults in the house were quiet on their own mind.

Jordan let her vulnerable self appeared. She didn't cried for almost six months now but then this little girl asked about her dead fiancée all of sudden and she couldn't help it.

She wanted to be angry but she couldn't. She couldn't be angry with Allie's innocence. She let her tears fell freely. She let Allie saw her fragile figured and she was grateful because it wasn't her mother who saw her like this. That would be such an awkward moment between them.

For the first time in six months after she held everything about Olivia deep inside her, she exploded in front of a five years old girl who happened to be her new favorite person.

Allie's tiny hands wiped Jordan's tears. She pouted, was about to cry when Jordan forced a smile.

"Don't cry, Jordan." Allie said quietly. "I'm here, okay?"

Jordan chuckled in her tears. "Thank you, princess. You're the best thing that even happen to me."

"Really?" Allie's demeanor changed, she grinned which made Jordan's sob stop.

"Yes." Jordan kissed Allie's forehead, then she hugged Allie's. "Thank you."

Allie giggled on her chest, then she nodded. "I'm hungry."

"Come on, get up. Your mommy might already awake." Jordan sat up, Allie placed the photo to the nightstand and Jordan put it into the bottom of the drawer again. "You go first, I need to use the bathroom. Okay?"

Allie smiled, nodded. Then she kissed Jordan's cheek. "Good morning, Jordan."

Jordan smiled. "Good morning, princess."

Jordan washed her face and brushed her teeth. She looked at her in the mirror and her bloodshot eyes was too obvious. Wish Allie didn't show her the picture of her best day with Olivia, but it happened, so she let it go.

"Good morning." She greeted Gabby who was busy in front of the stove.

"Morning." Gabby replied like she heard nothing earlier.

She had to act like she didn't hear the conversation between her daughter and Jordan because she didn't want to act differently even though deep inside her heart she felt something she had never felt towards someone else for the last five years, not even to Steven.

She might or she might not had fallen for someone's fiancée. And it was so wrong. Plus she didn't even know she was attracted to Jordan.