30.Secrets

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8days later

Elma's p o v

Days have been passing in a miserable way.he doesn't talk to me.I sleep alone.Even if i try to talk to him he ignores me.He stays busy with his business. Im feeling very much sad.Doesn't he love me anymore? Did i do excess? Ain't i good enough? Am i not a good wife?oh Allah help me. Ive decided to talk to him today about these i just cant take These anymore. So,i went to the guestroom Where he stays.He is showering probably. I started waiting for him.

After a few minutes

He came out looking as awesome as ever.Elma this isn't a time to drool..i went to him & grabbed his collar. He had no expression.

Me: what's you problem? Why are you ignoring me? Did you get bore of me? Am i not enough good? Why are you behaving like im nothing to you?

He still had no expression. So i started punching, hitting his chest which had no effect on him..im getting way too emotional now

Me: why? What's my fault? Was accepting your marriage proposal my fault? Or was accepting you as my husband my fault? Why are you doing this to me?

I started crying

Me: why suleiman why? Why i don't have my husband by my side When i need him the Most? During pregnancy a girl needs her husband the most and look at the unlucky me i don't have my husband NOW. He Doesn't even sleep with me, talk to me. You don't care about me. You are leaving  me all alone when i need you the most. Why are you so cruel towards me? Your feelings have Changed, Right? You don't love me anymore, right?

He is still expressionless. Im so done

Me: if that's true then there's no meaning of staying here with an emotionless,careless husband. Im leaving. be happy mr benson

I was about to go. But he pulled me by my hand and within seconds i was in his arms.And he kissed me in my lips which i never expected. I was too shocked to Response. After a while he pulled away  & collided our foreheads

Suleiman : that was your first kiss right? Mine as well. (He smirked & i blushed) i haven't changed, my love. my feelings haven't changed as well.the day i heard that you are pregnant my Love for you even increased..but i thought that you arent happy, YOU Don't want the child cause it Didn't happen out of making love it happened out of rape.. I feel so guilty. Whenever i see YOUR innocent face i feel like killing myself that's why i kept ignoring you.and you know nah i cant stay without you. So i punished myself by not talking to you

Me: YOU Didn't punish yourself but you left me alone when i needed you.You know i slept all alone.how scared i was

Suleiman : you Didn't sleep alone.( i gave him a confused look & he smiled) . yes i slept with you.i would come here when you would be asleep & i would left before you wake up..

Me: but you Were in the office the whole time

Suleiman : I've cctv camera in everywhere. I kept my eyes on you almost the whole day my love (he winked Again, i widened my eyes) okay okay not in the bathroom

I slightly pinched his biceps &  he just smiled

Me : so you love me?

Suleiman : of course my love

Me: how much do you Love me?

Suleiman : i can do anything for you 😘

Me: can you leave the gang thingy for me?

He became silent. After a While he detached himself for me

Me: you love that more than you love me ,right?

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