Over Taken by Your Love

Tears

Chapter 50: Jadah's POV

It was the next day and I had knocked out on the floor from yesterday's argument with Blake. I got up and took a shower. I was in the shower for an hour! I just felt so relaxed there. I got out and got dressed. I decided to go out for a walk to clear my mind.

I was walking around the park looking at the trees and breathing in fresh air. I've never been this relaxed before. I decided to head back home because I was getting hungry and I didn't have any breakfast.

As I was walking up the driveway I saw Blake standing in front of the door knocking and knocking. I stopped for a second but I decided to go ahead and go see what he wanted. I walk behind him and say "Yes?" He turns around and says "I'm here to get some of my stuff." He didn't even look me in the eyes. I didn't respond. "DJ's coming if you don't want me to be here" he said. I still didn't respond. "Fine act like an immature kid" he said. I rolled my eyes and said "Your such a dick." "Your the one acting-" Blake was cut off by DJ. "Alright guys we came here to get stuff out not to argue" he said.

I was just sitting on the couch watching DJ and Blake getting some of Blake's stuff out. I can't believe this is actually happening. I love Blake. We just have a fucked up relationship. I started to cry a little because I don't want our relationship to end but there's nothing we can do anymore.

I see Blake walking out with the box of Jordan's that I never gave him for Christmas. "Hey hey that's not yours" I said. "Yea they are their my size" he said. At this point Blake and I have our hands on the box and we're pulling on the box. "Blake let go please " I said and a tear went down my face. We stopped and Blake said "Jadah come on. Don't cry. Baby do you think I want us to break up, I want to be with you but I just don't want to hurt you anymore." "I just don't understand why you have to hurt me. Why can't you just love me and only me" I said. "Jadah I do love you. I love you so much but I don't want to be with you if I'm going to keep on hurting you" he said. We dropped the box and hugged. "Why is our relationship so fucked up?" I asked. "This is all my fault Jadah. I'm sorry" he said. He kissed my forehead and said "Bye Jadah."

That was probably one of the most heart breaking thing I've had to go through. I love Blake so much and I want to be with him. I have no idea how I'm going to break this down to Elizabeth. God I just want to be in a happy and healthy relationship with the man I love.

Blake has a game tomorrow so I decided to go. Just cause we're not together doesn't mean I can't go and support him and the guys.

• Next Night •

It was 6:00pm and I was getting ready for the game. As I was getting ready for the game my phone rang. It was Chris, I completely forgot about him. "Hey Chris" I said. "Hey beautiful what are you doing tonight?" He asked. "Listen Chris this whole thing with Blake, it's over you can just go back to leaving me alone" I said. He laughs into the phone and said "I love you Jadah so I'm going to respect your decision. I'll leave you alone." "Thank you Chris" I said and hung up.

It was the fourth quarter of the game and the Clippers were winning. They were playing against the 76ers. After the game I decided to go back to the locker room. When I went into the locker room I felt so awkward. I saw Blake and his shirtless body. I took a deep breath and went over to DJs locker. "Hey Jadah" he said. "Hey DJ" I said awkwardly. "What's wrong?" He said. The truth is that I'm a little turned on by Blake's shirtless body. "Nothing just....nothing" I lied. It was the end of the night and everyone was starting to head home. DJ and I started to walk out to the parking lot. "Is Blake living with you?" I asked. "Yea just in the mean time. He's staying in my guest room" he said. "I need a dog, or a man" I said "It's so lonely at the house." I wish I had Blake.