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He likes me.
That's what I realized after what happened yesterday. I think, it's already enough for me to understand and accept the fact that he have a feelings for me. Iyon nga lang, hindi ako sigurado kung gaano nga ba kalalim iyon.
I don't think so if it was too shallow. Dahil kung mababaw man iyon, masyado naman yatang malakas ang loob ni Vermount para sumugal sa bagay na seryoso para sa amin, lalo pa't sa kondisiyon ko.
He can't do that to me. Kahit na ganito ang ugali ko, aaminin ko na masuwerte ako sa mga pamilya at mga nasa paligid ko na maayos na gumagabay sa akin. They treated me like I am the most precious thing that they had.
Kaya kung hindi man totoo ang nararamdaman ni Vermount sa akin, it's not my problem anymore. It's his, basically. And if he'll choose to hurt nor left me, then I don't freaking care, I will just gladly let him and set him free. Wala naman siyang mapapala sa akin kung lolokohin niya ako.
However, if he really likes me then does it mean that we'll going to be together eventually? Oh no, I don't have any idea how a mature relationship works. I know Vermount too well. He's good, nice and kind, just like what my Mother told me. He's almost a perfect guy.
But no, I couldn't see him as that. Vermount is annoying, that's the reason why he's not perfect in my eyes. I chuckled with that thought, that's too shallow.
I sighed heavily. Why am I even thinking about this? He's still not courting me though.
Pero paano nga kaya kung magsimula na siyang manligaw sa akin? Isn't it embarrassing if Vermount is a good man, yet me, his soon to be girlfriend is not? Oh no, nakikita ko pa lamang ang mga reaksiyon ng mga tao pag nagkataon ay naiinis na ako.
I groaned in frustration, dumapa ako sa kama at hinarap ang Laptop na prenteng naka bukas sa ibabaw ng kama ko. I need to find a solution. I need to be prepared.
I started to browse on social media how to be a mature girlfriend. God, why am I doing this thing? Is this still normal? Sino ba ang babae na magse-search pa sa Internet kung paano ang magpaka mature sa kasintahan nito?
Just thinking about Vermount, being my boyfriend makes me smile like an idiot. Gosh! Am I now falling for him?
"What are you doing Zeriah?"
"Oh shit!" I yelped in shock when my Brother suddenly appeared beside me.
Mabilis kong ibinaba at isinarado ang Laptop, bago siya sininghalan nang maka-ayos ng upo at hinarap siya. He also sat on my bed, facing me with his solemn face.
"Why are you here? Do you need anything?" I asked with a hint of annoyance.
Kuya Aethriou's suspicious eyes darted on mine. "Mama let you come to our concert—"
