Why

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We were together for almost 2 years
I loved you I saw myself with you forever
You left me and it hurt
Then you tell me you cheated with her
For over a year Why?
Why would you hurt me like that
And you tell me you're changing
But you can't let her go
You said it was easier to let me go
And that hurt you traded me for a kid
Someone you think will make you happy
I hope you know she'll never give you what I did
She won't love you like I did
And maybe that's what you need
To see what you lost to see the love you had gone
Why? I ask You promised to never hurt me
And now I sit here and ask Why?
But I know even as I tried to hold on
The best thing to do was to let go
To work on me to focus on me to grow on my own
Maybe one day it won't hurt like it does today
But for now I look at the memories and wonder why?
Not sure where to go from now but I'll leave it in Gods hands in his timing I'll be patient
Healing and growing
Maybe one day not too far from now I'll smile
And it will be a genuine smile
Because right now it's forced I feel a constant pain
In my heart I hope that goes away

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 08, 2020 ⏰

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