Please don't read

Please stop now

I told you to stop

Why aren't you stopping

Really, this is just a place for me to have some air when the other ones don't

Stop

They told me that if I don't have anyone else, they would want me to become their sister, but in the end, didn't even talked to me again.

They told me to love the people around me but, they couldn't love the ones who have different morals and perspective from them.

Why? Why is this filled with empty promises and hypocrisy? Why did I just stand there and said nothing? Why couldn't I help myself liked I can to others? Why did everything have to be this way? I even, faked my happiness to the point I can't tell if I'm really happy or just a fake show.................. I never felt like I could even fully show them my emotions and problems cause of this....... I feel so alone..........

I fell so tired......... I wish to sleep but please don't let me..........

For those who care, I'm sorry. I don't know how to always help you......................

I'm so fucking weak.

Sadness, sadness never felt so real, so genuine because of all of this....... I'm a freak show. I'm broken, faking be looking fixed........

Why? I'm just another face in the crowd. Why did you stick around?

Please don't worry about me, worry about your own problems............

I wish to not be a problem for others so please stop. You have your own and don't worry I'm fine.

Really, please stop...... I don't need pity......... I just wish...................... I wish..................

Just please stop reading, I don't want to be a burden.......