Syn#1:Heaven is a Syn away MxM (Staten Krown)

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Life was something interesting.

When I finally found out what I wanted, it was taken.

"You two are going together now?" I asked as though not hearing it

right the first time.

"Yeah."

I stared at Byron. He was comfortably in Sampson's bed. I refused to

believe it for a moment. I didn't know what to do or say. I wondered how

I was supposed to react. It had never happened to me before. I wondered

if I should cry or be relieved that I didn't have to confess myself to

Sampson.

"Oh," I said and smiled.

I didn't know what else to do but smile. This was new to me. I felt

sad, but I didn't know if it was right for me to be showing sorrow. I was

confused.

Sampson was touching his lips, where I'd kissed him. He was giving me

a curious look. It was an awkward stare. I felt like an asshole for even

doing it. How could I have been so forward?

"So what's up Syn?" Byron asked.

"Um," I said, turning to leave, "Sorry to interrupt. I just wanted to

check up on Sampson. I wanted to make sure you were cool."

I looked at Sampson. He was definitely cool. He was more then cool.

He was real silent, though. He just looked at me, as though trying to

figure something out. I stopped the eye contact with him. It was

uncomfortable because it was so clear that he was thinking really hard

about what my true intentions were.

"How nice," Byron praised me, "You really getting nice. First you

bring him flowers and now you are visiting him. Let me find out Syn's

getting soft."

He laughed and I laughed too. I wasn't laughing about what he said, I

was just laughing at how corny he was. He probably believed that he was

funny too. Fucking idiot. If he weren't my friend, I would have probably

cursed him out. Sampson was always a bad judge of character. Byron just

added to that pattern if you ask me.

Sampson looked more serious then Byron looked when he said, "Syn, can

I talk to you?"

No he couldn't talk to me. I didn't know what to say. I had missed

all the WB romance shows since I was like twelve years old. I didn't know

how to react anymore. What would I say? I didn't want you when you were