> 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. • 𝗁𝖾 𝗑𝗂𝗇𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

— 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕.

and... here we go again. as my alarm goes off i end up silencing it and feeling more tired than when i had woken up yesterday. yes, i did get around seven hours of sleep... but i still feel dead inside.

but, there really isn't much i can do about the fact i have to get to the company even earlier than yesterday today... so currently it is 7:00 in the morning and all i wanna do is go back to sleep. but again, i can't.

to try and make myself up more, i go into my bathroom and splash my face with some water before heading out into the living room to see mrs. jiang making breakfast, which i eat once she is done.

and then... the worst part. actually having to somewhat get ready. but, just like yesterday i get to just wear comfier things, especially because it was early in the morning... i guess that's a positive.

so, i pick out what i'm going to wear then putting it on and putting on some light makeup so i don't look like i came out of the walking dead.

after yesterday with me being so overheated i had decided to wear a tank top because of the fact i was sweating in just a thin long sleeve shirt. so... i thought ahead in case i would happen to get as tired as yesterday. on top of this, i also tie my hair up in a messy bun and spraying on some sweet smelling perfume.

yesterday... i don't know why i had gotten so tired. well, i do, but i'm still just a little shocked on how tired i actually was. i'm not really use to practice that much and that hard for that long... i have to clue how those six boys do the same constantly where i just got thrown into it one day and basically died a little inside.

but, besides my nerves for today that are coming over me, i make my way to the entertainment building until there i am, sitting on the floor of the studio and stretching before xinlong had even arrived... which was slightly strange because i am already two minutes late.

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eventually, after around five minutes he comes inside the room, giving me a small lip smile as he then shuts the door behind him and setting down his bag. i notice that he is dressed in red colored sweatpants and a black sweatshirt... along with glasses on and his hair messy- but in a cute way.

"sorry i'm late, shuyang was having a mental breakdown." he says, then sitting down and stretching out in front of me.
"it's fine." i tell him, stretching out my legs. "but why was he having a mental breakdown..? did something happen?"
"it's nothing big... he just couldn't sleep last night and now he's a mess this morning." he informs me as he tries to quickly stretch out.

"aw... well, tell him i hope his day gets better."
"i will." he tells me, a soft smile appearing on his lips. after a few seconds of silence, i think of something.
"so... is there some one who is going to come and help us today, or..?"
"i'm not sure. from what i know, i don't think so. but, hanyu wanted to watch what we've gotten done so far." at this, i nod my head, then just sitting there as i have finished.