23. The Both Of Us

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To: Evangelina

Done writing you letters?

Weren't you the one that wanted us to both write these stupid fucking letters?

The one that said these letters will heal the both of us.

You are the liar, not me.

These letters are pretty much pointless, especially if I'm the only one trying.

The both of us Evangelina, the both of us.

I can't help heal you if you keep doubting yourself, and getting mad at me for it.

I understand that you worry a lot, and that you are a bit insecure.

I understand that.

But you need to let me help you, just like I'm letting you help me.

I thought that these letters would heal us, but clearly I'm wrong.

Especially with the letters we have been writing each other lately.

I trusted you and I don't trust easily, Evangelina.

I trusted you with everything.

I told you stuff about myself, things that I can't even share with my own goddamn parents!

I have not had hope in something, in a very long time.

You gave me hope.

I had trust in you and these letters to help and heal me.

But I can see that, that was a mistake.

I shouldn't have let you in.

I shouldn't have told you all those things.

I shouldn't have had trusted you.

I shouldn't have done a lot of things.

I hope one day you can understand, that this thing we have going on, actually met something to me.

Goodbye, Evangelina.

- Finn

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