Crawling Through My Dreams

Chapter 6

Chapter 6: (Danny POv)

The worst things in life are the feelings you don't express. I loved this girl starting from the moment she walked in a crowded room. And now shes looked another way and fallen for a dick head that i bet yeah is sitting there unerestamating what exactly he has been lucky enough to grasp before she slipped through his hands.

Everytime i think of that ass it bring so much anger and worry as to what my hands will do when i see his face at school tomorrow.

I was on my way to back from hockey training thinking of non other then the regrets of what i wished i should have said to her years ago. I was thinking of what my plans are going to be to stop myself when i see them together turning on my jealous characteristic.

"Mate what are you doing, come on we gotta win nationals next week keep your head in the game Dan." Klye came up behind me as i spaced out and wacked me in the middle of my back with his unusually large lankie hands. Kyle was a pretty good friend he could be pain in the ass sometimes but thats why us boys all love him. Yeah bromance!

We won the practice match only because of my amazing spacing out did i help win. The puck came spining towards my emotionless expressionless face so i throw up my hockey stick towards my face not aiming or trying to but the puck clipped the side of the thrown up stick and went rolling into the green and white goals. Crazy when im not usually the shotter to get it in when i was thinking of her.

After the game i was sitting with the team before we headed home it was late around 9:30pm when we realised the time but before i could leave kyle pulled me aside and away from view of the team members. he pulled me in for a bro hug. But it got awkward when he did it all to quickly so i didnt get my hand up from my sides. "Dude dude, im not like your b*tch. You can't just hug me come on Caseys for that. AYE AYe!!" Hes the same as me his only weak spot for his outspocken personality is his crush Casey.

"You alright mate, Adelaide might have said something to me before i went home". Kyles the only person on this planet other than my mum who knows about the long time i've felt the same strong feelings about her.

"Yeah dude im good, um yeah just gotta move on aye." I said while he pulled me in for yet another hug where i started to cry. Only a few tears fell out of my eyes when i pulled away from his neck that mine rested on. "you know what would make crying better? If your tears screamed Woohoo as they fell down your face". Kyle cracked up and patted me on the back as we walked out of the hockey club building.

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I was in the shower standing there letting the hot water burn my skin. Wow this girl had got me hooked big. Im addicted to her, shes like a drug i need to have. Why didn't i say anything before today. Why did it have to be the one day i was confident enough to step up and say "I LOVE YOU NALLA" why why why..... The questions cycled through my thoughts.

I jumped out of the shower building confidence once again to talk to her. I grabbed my samsung galaxy 3s and went straight to my favourites 'Nalla<3', sliding her name across and brought the phone to my ear as it started to ring.

The all to innocent and soothing voice projected through my speaker and i shivered slightly as the calming voice scatter through my already tense body relaxing muscles i couldn't before. "Hi Danny boy." She said with a slight giggle at the end as she realised what she just said. Holding in the urge to blur out the words i held in for so long, i said back "hey Nalla girl. Hows the new relationship going?"

"Its great Haven't really spoken to him i guess maybe tomorrow will be different." She said seeming concerned about the issue? Realising it was the right thing to push my feelings aside i put together some jumbled up words and said something she thought was good advice.

We stayed on the phone for an hour than moved on to Instant Messenger where our convo was never ending. We talked about how much Adelaide likes Candy Floss and started the 21 questions game but only got to 12 before falling asleep on each other. Leaving me on the question 'would u ever date someone who you have only ever seen as a friend?'.

Lets hope tomorrow i can hold in the urge to punch his face in. He better watch out if he hurts my Nalla he's got another thing coming for him.

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Okay the next chapters going to rush through Adelaide's first date and than skip 2weeks were something will start to unfold. Sorry if it seems to skipp alot but i need to get to the plot part ehhehe :)

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Shout back to my best friend Jade: tops person right there. Inside and out. Your always caring and smiling no matter how angry or upset u are. I cant not laugh being around you and im serious when I say u are the truly best person in the world and im totally the most blessed person in history. You have helped me in ways you could never understand THANKS BABY XX

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