I once judged a person.I insult him in every insulting words that I know;I also cursed, I lied, I talk back, I disrespected myself. I came to the state that I couldn't even recognize myself.
The me that I once knew was innocent, she was kind, she seek every sliver of positivity hidden within someone that's enveloped in negativity, she never cursed, she makes lie but always the white one, and she loves herself.
It was 4 years ago when I was such a very disappointing, embarrassing teenager.The days when I talked with no filter, when everything is so green , when the wrong is ubiquitous.
But now I somehow manage the who I was and bring it back to who I am .I learned the schism of good and bad, right or wrong, do's and don't, yes or no.
I, once again become the way I was before but more mature. I become open-minded, I stop judging people by their mistake thus I always look for their reason and why—why? Why do they made a mistake and seek the good within errors.
"We're not perfect we made mistakes"—yes,it is indeed true and once,twice or thrice mistakes are acceptable but multiple isn't.We should not abuse the poor quote by using it on every failure we committed.
We should be kind, and do you know the secret of being kind? It is to remove the tainted toxic people in your life, not forever but for the meantime not because you dislike them but because you want them to realize their errors and be mature. The kind is loud to the open-eyes and hurtful to the blind.
We made mistake and it's either we hide from it, run from it, face it, or we learn from it.The past doesn't define you it teaches you on who you should be today, tomorrow.
And even if errors enveloped our past we can stop looking at it and face forward, we can still revert—rebirth .
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AN:The original of this didn't saved so I think this one is more lukewarm than the original version.That's why I think this one doesn't even have a point. But still please enjoy and hope you get the lesson.
Ps. Screw Wattpad and it's nowhere-to-be-found revision history.
