It was yesterday afternoon of August 23,2020. Out of boredom I visited Omegle to at least spread some positivity and I encounter this one guy. Instead of asking what's my age, sex or location he first asked me what's the color of my hair in which I responded "black" and his is "brown" ,
then he asked what's the color of my eyes and I find it a little weird but I still answered his question by saying "brown near to black" and his response is "cool" ,
I asked him too about the color of his and he said that it's blue so I told him it's much more cool and beautiful and he said "It's beautiful but not for me"
And there I already sensed that he must be stressed and I asked him if he really was and he told me that he's depressed. I also learned that he's being bullied and he told me he's ugly and me as an optimist told him that everybody is beautiful in which he responded that "that's what everyone is saying" .
I asked if he committed suicide and to my shock he answered yes, I was kinda nervous chatting because I don't really like the thought of someone commiting suicide so I told him that "Life is full of suprises" .
He also told me that he's numb and that he can't feel anything and I don't know why but I was so dumb by telling him to watch cat videos or funny videos to at least lessen his sadness!.
I also gave him some advice like if he's lonely he should look up to the moon, I remember him asking "why?" and I said because that's what I do when I'm sad and that the moon will accompany him if he felt so alone,
And he said he can't because it's cloudy.
And it's making me sad because I feel like I made him think that even the moon doesn't want to see him.
And because it's afternoon in my country I came to the thought that it's night in where he is and so I asked and he said "yes" and that he's from USA.
I kinda find it interesting too because there was me in the middle of a sunny day trying to spread positivity and I happen to encounter this boy enveloped in sadness in the middle of the night.
🌞 🌚
No one deserves to be wide awake in the middle of the night because of loneliness and depression.
We should think before we act and try putting ourselves in each other's situation before judging.
No one is ugly in an environment full of beautiful minds.
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08•24•20
AN:Stop bullying! It may seem like a small stone of gesture but for the one being bullied it's a huge stone for them to carry.
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PS:He's 17 and when he knew we're in different states he asked me where I am from and I told him "I am on the other side of the planet" and he starts guessing the last one I remember he guessed is Germany.
