What is love?

Chapter 12: How People Saw me now

            ***Jaide POV***

He tried to apologize, but it didn't work. Its done forever. There's nothing he can do to bring us back together. The next day at school people were actin mean towards me.

They were giving me the evil eye. What did I do? I also saw Meghan at school that next day. We didn't speak to each other at all. Here's what happened today.

   ***In my locker***

A girl named Kristy came by and said" Heartbreaker!"

I didn't know what she was talking about.

Walking down the hall people are just repeatedly saying" heartbreaker" Like what? If y'all are talkin about the whole Chris situation, he broke my heart first!

           ***In homeroom***

***I raise my hand***

"Can I go sharpen my pencil?"

Aimee says" Why so u can break that too? "

That's the first time Aimee had snapped. And it was at me!

"Aimee shut up."

Bridgette says, "Don't tell her to shut up! U shut up!"

"Bridgette I really dont want to start with u again."

"U broke Chris's heart,u can't accept his apology? He is over there in the corner by himself!"

   I look over and see him with his head down on his desk.

"Oh so now u want to defend him?"

"Girls please stop yelling at each other!"said the teacher

"Yea stop yelling Jaide! Or else I'll break something of yours."

  I stood up

"Then do it!I'm right here! Do somethin!"

I was already pissed about everyone calling me a heartbreaker. I was just so mad that I snapped.

Bridgette threw her math book at me. I run over there and the next thing you know,we're fighting.

I threw so many punches to her face that I knocked her on the ground. It just blacked out. All I see feeling was my fists to her face.

I could hear the teacher yelling,

"STOP IT!STOP IT"

I got up to let Bridgette up. Mrs Billings tried to grab Bridgette but we started throwing punches again. We were pulling each other's hair and punching at the same time.

We fell on the ground and I got on top of her. I was swearing so much, it was unbelievable. It was so loud in the class, I guess everybody was cheering. Then I felt somebody grab me from behind and pull me up. I was still holding get hair so I pulled her up too.

I saw about five security guards tryna pull us apart. I let go then she let go. A guard was holding me back but I tried to break free to get some more. But Bridgette was being carried out. We completely DESTROYED the classroom.

I then walked out the classroom. I stood in the hallway and started too cry. There was so much adrenaline pumping in me. I guess the way people saw me now was as a bully.

I didn't want to forgive him. He hurt me first. 

One of the guards came

"Come on Jaide"

I followed him to the office. The principal was sitting at her desk waiting for me. Bridgette was already sitting there.

"Take a seat Jaide."

I Sat down.

"Ladies, I already called your parents. Now we've already had a discussion about fighting. Jaide you need to calm down."

"Why r u just saying my name?"

"Because your being a bully. Yup just gave her a black eye and bloody nose. "

I look over at her. She has a tissue and an ice pack on her face looking like she's about to pass out.

"And also Jaide, you just broke Chris's heart yesterday. You didn't just accept his apology. Instead you embarrassed him."

"But he...nevermind. "

My mom came in the office to pick me up. We went out to the car and she didn't say anything to me. Then when we got home she finally said something.

"Jaide you need to control yo anger."

"But mom she threw a book at me, what do u expect me to do."

"I'm not talking about that. I understand u just went through a breakup, but u didn't need to brea..."

"ALRight alright I get it. People think I'm a bully because I didn't want him back."

I'm tired of this whole "Chris"situation.